Year 2006 Summary
The fact is that I just reached home from work. Tiring day. My waist hurts so badly. The thingis that instead of working till on Sunday, I've gotta work till next Friday. Very sian but it's rezeki, I don't want to reject it.
Anyway, Year 2006 is coming to an end soon. I'm pretty late in blogging an entry to summarize my year cause of my busy-ness. I've yet to set proper new year resolutions for year 2007 cause I can't really think of any but well, here goes the summary first.
Year 2006 becomes a stepping stone for me to adulthood. I turn 21 on this year and honestly, I don't even feel like an adult. I have a legal ticket to R(A) movies, but I have yet to receive
the key to my freedom. They said that the only key that I'm going to get is the key to my HDB flat which means that marriage is the only key to my freedom. But I don't want my marriage to be due to the wrong reasons. I want freedom as in not being tied down by heavy responsibilities and duties. I don't want to be controlled and high expectations are being set on me.
Therefore, this whole year, I've been emotionally tormented. Sort of actually. I had heated arguments with my parents many times but in the end, I apologized. I've been seeking for their understanding and been running away from their overprotection until to the point that I wanted to run away from home. Thank God for my wisdom, if not, I won't be here blogging. I just don't want to be a child anymore. I just want my freedom.
Well, physically, I managed to maintain my weight, even though I binge quite a bit whenever I'm stressed up. I also started wearing make-up. I learn how to put on moisturizer, then concealer, then foundation, then blusher, then eye-liner and lastly mascara. For your information, I import most of my cosmetics. I also learn how to take care of my hair cause I intend to grow it longer and therefore, I have to keep it healthy. So, I apply olive oil to it like for almost every night to ensure that it's moisturized. Basically, this year I learn how to take care of myself physically and it's hard work
lah...especially the maintaining part....
In terms of studies, I've always tried my best-
est. Giving up is never a choice. Although my results are not as good as during my poly days, but
Alhamdulillah, berkat doa ibu and all my hardwork, I managed to pull through my 1st year in NTU.
The only HUGE achievement for me this year involves my relationship with my ever-so-sweet boyfriend. The year started pretty rough for us. We did celebrate our second V-Day together but then, he disappoint me with his absence at my birthday party. I remembered how much I wanted him to come, but he never showed up. Instead, I had to lie for his sake. Well, in the end I did forgive him but I'll never forget. We spent as much time together as we can before he got enlisted into the army in March. The day before he got enlisted, it felt like as if my whole world is going to crumble down without his presence and all.
I really did feel that way. I cried but not in front of him. That's when the bond started to form between us. Before that day, this special bond has never been there or there was
lah but not as strong. After that day, sooooooooooooo many things started to change between us. For the first time in my whole life, I never felt the way I do. I'm in love but not only that, I'm happy. Trust me, I've been in love before but the other guys do not make me happy.
Anyway, the distance between us has made us become closer than ever. Till now, the special bond, called
LOVE, is becoming stronger between us. Our relationship is not only the lovey-dovey stuffs which leads to ultimate perfection. We had a lot of arguments, misunderstandings and quarrels this year. This is an important part of building a relationship. A part whereby we learn to understand each other. We also turned 2 this year and we met each other's parents too.
Aiyah...for me once only...not so stressed...hahahaha.....
This achievement has made me pretty proud of us. I hope one day, the distance between us will close and that we will have all the time in the world for each other, if you know what I mean. Hahaha...I'm willing to wait for the happiness that I seeked.
Well, he's been an important part in my life right now. I don't care what other people think...for him, I would do anything....
To end my summary, Year 2006 wasn't really a sucky year for me. I got mostly what I want and I own everything. What more can I ask....
Alhamdulillah....my rezeki bertambah with each passing day....
QueenLiyn@00:04
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