our first...
I had a very fun day on Sunday. My very first Hari Raya spent with the one I love most, after 2 whole years! We were both dressed in our traditional Malay clothes and we decided to wear beige-brown. One good thing was that I didn't have to move around on my heels and take public transport because he drove to our destinations! Thank God his dad offered us to use his car on that day, if not my legs would have turned wobbly by now.
But anyway, we started the day by going to Marsiling, to my friend's house and waited for the arrival of her boyfriend. After that, only the both of us went to Airin's, our secondary school friend, open house. It was pretty grand for a Hari Raya open house cause it's being held at the multi-purpose hall and a professional + celebrity DJ was being invited. The
malu part was that we were being "interviewed" by the DJ. The questions he posed was pretty embarrassing to me because I'm not used to those type of questions. And thank God again, Hatta did all the talking while I had a very difficult time swallowing my food. Hehehehe.....
After that, we headed to my house and waited for the arrival of the other couple there. As my dearest has gotten used to meeting my family, it wasn't a problem for him to stay at my house, even for an hour. Took some photos there too. As my house and his house are very near to each other, we went to his house next. And that's the part which was so damn interesting for me.
Truthfully speaking, I was pretty nervous. You know, it's my very first time meeting his parents and coming to his house. I could barely speak, so I might as well keep quiet and I just smile here, smile there. His parents were pretty casual and friendly. They are not as conservative as he said they were. I actually made a presence in the kitchen and offerred to help his mom. Wahahahah....a good move, he said but you should have heard my heart "
ping pong-ing" inside. Hehehehe....
Well, it was a good experience for me except for the fact that I spilled soup on the table and my bottom.
Oops....!! Hehe...a sweet memory indeed cause I'll never forget that part. It gave me a good first impression and I hope I'm never going to be afraid again cause the next time, my friend won't be there to accompany plus inspire me again.
Lastly, we went to Clementi to my friend's boyfriend's house and then we parted. The day began well and ended well. Me and my friend agreed that we both had fun and if it wouldn't for me, she would not have been with us. He He...only the both of us know.....
The day ended too fast. The exams are next week and I have an upcoming quiz tomorrow. My dearest is back to work and he's suffering all the time. NS-life...I'll never understand. All I can do is to be there for him when he needs me cause no matter how busy we are in our lives, I'll always be standing beside him. And I'm glad that he is too....cause at this time of our lives, we need each other the most.
When he's happy, I'm happy. When he's sad, I'm sad. When he's angry, I'm angry. When he's in pain, I'm in pain too. It's just a feeling that naturally comes to me. From just merely words, I could feel it. I don't know why, but I know that
I'll always love him, no matter what may come.
At last, when all the summer shine
That warmed life's early hours is past,
Your loving fingers seek for mine
And hold them close—at last—at last!
Not oft the robin comes to build
Its nest upon the leafless bough
By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,—
But you, dear heart, you love me now.
Though there are shadows on my brow
And furrows on my cheek, in truth,—
The marks where Time's remorseless plough
Broke up the blooming sward of Youth,—
Though fled is every girlish grace
Might win or hold a lover's vow,
Despite my sad and faded face,
And darkened heart, you love me now!
I count no more my wasted tears;
They left no echo of their fall;
I mourn no more my lonesome years;
This blessed hour atones for all.
I fear not all that Time or Fate
May bring to burden heart or brow,—
Strong in the love that came so late,
Our souls shall keep it always now!
- Elizabeth Akers Allen
QueenLiyn@01:02
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