ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

kehilangan nikmat

I never thought that I would feel restricted with what I eat at such a young age. I never thought, in my whole life that I would be allergic to red meat and especially chicken. There's so many things that I love to eat that I can't eat anymore. KFC, chicken noodle, chicken rice, fried chicken wings, chicken chop, Canteen A's chicken briyani, MacD's chicken foldover, mee soto and sooo much more.

It became pretty frustrating as I have to choose what I eat carefully. The doctors can't help me neither could my parents. I feel like Allah has taken away a HUGE nikmat from me, at such a young age. I've got a feeling that it has something to do with my anemia. Something's wrong in my system which no doctor can treat. It has been 4 months and the rashes kept coming back. I was rushed to the doctor once but the doctor couldn't do anything.

I am very sad. I was replenishing my own blood to cure my anemia when this heavy restriction fall onto me. I just hope and pray that one day, Allah will give me back the nikmat. I can't possibly live without KFC my whole life....

QueenLiyn@23:48

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