ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

when what i want is just attention....

To start off this entry, I've been studying. Hydraulics quiz next Friday. Water Supply Engineering quiz on the following Tuesday. Stress? Nolah...I'm cool. I skipped school today. Being the lazy me, I snoozed away till 11am. Woke up in a daze and after awhile, napped till 2pm. Did my studying till late evening. After that, ironed my piling laundry.

Quite a fruitful lazy day, I guess.

Anyway, can you believe it? I miss him so very much and at the same time, I'm pissed at him. It's always the same old problem and I HATE LDR. LDR causes this problem and this problem hasn't been solved yet.

Everyday, I woke up to loneliness. At times, he took away the loneliness, but most of the time, I just refused to wake up at all. I'm oversensitive, I know, but how do you think I feel when the person I love is so faraway from me and that he's just not there for me. Despite having so many friends, not having the most important person with me, is the worst feeling ever. Does he know that?

I've gotta get out of this emotional distraction before I go bonkers.......

QueenLiyn@23:56

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