alhamdulillah
Two quizzes down, 1 more to go tomorrow. Yippee!! All quizzes went pretty well. I've got nothing to complain about.
Alhamdulillah, it's more than what I expected. Do you know I was trembling for an hour before the Structure Design quiz this morning? I was trembling so much that my heart beats so fast and I couldn't even think properly.
Allah knows how many times I had to breathe in and out and
beristighfar. It took me so long to calm myself down. Nowadays, I'm learning to be grateful with what I have. I can never ask for more. My faith has grown for
Him and I feel great about it.
He gave me air to breathe, a loving family, a shelter above my head, a life of luxury, many many friends, a chance to brighten up my future and even the love of my perfect guy. I don't lack of anything.
It seems that I've been taking many things for granted. I had to declare myself
immature because I think that I never have enough. It's time for me to grow up. To know what life really is about. I can't live this way forever. One day, I'll have my own career, life and even a family. A way to live it all up is to be thankful with what I have....
Anyway, after school today, I went home with him. It was the first time I saw him in uniform. He looks HANDSOME. I mean it, dear.
Infinity time more handsome than any other guys (
I always tell my girlfriends that.). Hahaha....he still makes my heart race and I'm soooo loving him....;)
Talking about my relationship, I've been reading articles on dating and relationships for a week now. It seems that women make more mistakes in a r/s rather than men. For a man, his mistakes are normally his insensitivity or being unfaithful. But for a woman, being the more sensitive one, makes the most mistakes. I've never realized the mistakes that I'd made in my own r/s until I read all those articles. Letting my emotions get onto me, will destroy my r/s. Instead, I should own those emotions rather than let them control me. I'm learning to do just that...
2 more weeks to our 2 year anniversary!!!! I don't know how to celebrate anniversaries but looking forward to the day, is the best feeling for now. Hehehehe....
QueenLiyn@21:24
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