i hate last minute stuffs
Today is like any other schooling days. Go to school. Attend lectures. Write down whatever the professor says and give my full attention. Stayed back after school to discuss about a proposal that we have to submit this Thursday. It's very irritating. A last minute thingy from the stupid professor. I want to get rid of it ASAP.
Reminder for all: I HATE LAST MINUTE THINGS NO MATTER WHAT IT IS.
Didn't do any tutorials today cause my head is spinning. Too much information going into my brain already. I'm also distracted with the fact that I'm FAT. I gained a few kilos and a few kilos, to me, equals to many-many kilos. I don't know what's making my appetite increase but I just can't seem to control my food intake and I don't have the habit to count calories.
I want my below-60kilos weight back. But I don't know how....??
Anyway, I don't know how to describe it but I miss him, VERY MUCH. I kept thinking about him the whole day and every other day. I miss his warmth. I miss his smile. I miss his scent and definitely, I miss his company.
This year has taught me a lot of things about being in a relationship. It wasn't easy this year. Well, when a girl says that she loves a guy, it means that the guy means the whole world to her. He is the one who makes her happy and the one who'll light up the darkest corners of her life. She would do anything for him. She will always be there whenever he needs someone. She will support him in whatever he wants to do and whatever decision he makes. She will help him up when he falls. And when he disappoints her, she never tells him how much it hurts. Even when she cries a thousand tears for him, he will never know. No matter how much he hurts her, she never stopped loving him. All she seeks from him is his undivided attention, security, passion an definitely his love.
He knows how many times I've gotten mad at him for this whole year unlike the past years. Rest assured, I never gave up on our relationship or that I'm going to stop trying. He means everything to me and I'll never destroy something that I've built. (
I've said that dozens of times...hehe)
A note for everyone: Please stop thinking that being in a University is an easy thing. If you ain't strong enough mentally and emotionally, don't even think of getting into one. That's my honest opinion. It doesn't matter whether you are smart or not. It's the faith you have in yourself and the One above.
I'm not smart, neither am I intelligent. But I worked hard and hard work pays.
QueenLiyn@21:56
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