egoist aint me no more...
Today, I was working the morning shift. Instead of being posted to my normal station -- fitting room, I was stationed at Zone D -- pants/suits area. It sucks actually...I hope everything will be back to normal tomorrow.
Anyway, while I was working just now, apart from thinking about him, I was hoping that my aunt would just pop up at the store and surprise me. I won't reveal which aunt cause I want to keep my cuzs guessing. I can actually admit that I miss her. But she has changed. She isn't the same person whom I talk and laugh with since I was young. She left me heartbrokened when she didn't turn up for my 21st birthday cause her ego got in the way. Oh wells, I wasn't even happy that day. But anyway, she stopped talking and joking with me
normally ever since I accused her of talking behind my back. Who likes to be the centre of attention behind their backs? Especially about my past and honestly, I made a HUGE mistake last time. I should have confessed to Hatta earlier so that the past never happened, only that I prefer to stick on the safe side. You know, doesn't mean I tell her stuffs, she can go around telling people about what I told her.
You know, my parents see her in me. They hated that because it will make me a
not-so-good person and time and again, they had to remind me of my attitude problem. Truthfully, I would rather see my mom in me. I don't want to be egoistic. I want to be a strong-minded career woman but not egoistic and only think of themselves.
Although I miss her and all, she made me hate the person she has become.
To those who knows whom I'm talking about...please shut your mouth up.
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sighs* I still miss my dearest very much. I wonder whether we'll get to meet this weekend...
QueenLiyn@23:54
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