satisfaction
So, today I went out. I had to somehow "
drown" my sorrows. It's either I splurge or I binge. As I'm broke, I chose to binge. Went to Straits Kitchen, Hyatt Hotel, with a friend to eat, eat and eat.
Yes, I had to find a replacement. The boyfriend, like always, isn't there for me. Instead, I confessed everything to my friend. I had to actually pour everything which means that my friend knows some of my dark secrets. Well, I won't put it up here or say anything to anyone cause it would create a bad mark on my reputation and maybe even make others angry.
For once, I thank that friend for spending the time with me and even giving me appropriate advice that I really do need. You know who you are...aite?
You know, I'm like a rebellious teenager trying to find my way in this life although I'm already an adult. The only thing I need is my freedom and for my parents to be able to respect my choices in life cause I'm old and mature enough to find my way through.
Even so, some people just don't understand me. What's the point of dancing around my exam results cause I don't feel anything for it. When I need you, you weren't around. You were never around. And again, I had to seek attention from you. Again and again and again. When I told you that I missed you, you took those words for granted and thought that they were just merely words without any feelings. You took me for granted and I'm not gonna forgive you for that. This shows that you don't know how to take care of me and my feelings.
But no matter how insensitive you are, no matter how much I had to seek your attention, I
never stopped loving you....
Now, would you take that for granted too?
QueenLiyn@23:55
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