ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

faith

I couldn't stop thinking of what my father did to me last night. I thought that every parent should be proud and supportive of their children. I never thought that I would be so ashamed of facing others due to what he said to them. I was so angry and embarrassed that I had to demand an apology from him.

Sometimes it really hurts to know that my father do not have as much faith as Hatta do for me. It hurts so much that it makes me wonder whether he'll ever be proud of what I do or that whether he ever do love me.

I'm not a child anymore. I have feelings and a huge brain to think.

Anyway, I've been doing word puzzles all day. I had the book since I was 12 and never had the time to complete it. It's a way to exercise the brain when it's not functioning it's usual way. In other words, when I'm not studying.

I miss my dearest very much. I hope we are able to meet this Saturday. No matter how busy I am nowadays, he'll always be on my mind and that he'll always be the one I want to see everyday. Love is crazy but it made me happier. It's nice to have someone who loves me and cares for me. A dream that I never thought that I would have. Well, here's something that I made a few days ago:

QueenLiyn@18:37

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