the king of my heart...
I was super tired to blog a proper entry last night, and well, here it is...
Last night, I reached home around 15 minutes to midnight. Went out with my dearest as planned to ECP for a game of bowling, dinner and to spend time with each other. It was a night that I looked forward to for 2 weeks. I had fun and I love to be in his company. The truth is that, to me it was never enough. Not even when we actually spend almost the whole of last night together.
From the previous entry, I said that I did something to express the feelings which are churning inside of me that I'm unable to express. Three nights ago, I took one of my favourite postcards which I've collected and wrote how I felt for him on it. I had to before I explode and I gave him the card last night. Now, I felt that the '
hot' feelings have ceased.
Being in love made me look very
needy and
weak. Being known to be the weaker sex, I'm the more emotional and sensitive one in the relationship. Although as an individual, I appear strong but I grow weak when I'm in love. Well, no matter what, like always, I'll
berjuang till the end, and in this case is to uphold our love.
Funnily, even though I just met him last night and that we chatted till very late in the morning, I actually dreamt of him last night. I wouldn't want to go into what was it actually about cause it's just a dream, but this dream was very sweet. It was too sweet that I would rather get out of the dream rather than let it play throughout the night. But the dream will remain a dream unless it turns into reality.
Although he's been very busy and that I get very very lonely at times, I'll try to keep myself busy with my girlfriends, like going out or having fun. He floods my brain and especially my heart. Well, I think I've found the perfect man in my life, the king of my heart....and the love of my life....
(im sooo emo...)
QueenLiyn@23:58
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