One day, I woke up and I want to be thin again.

That was 2 years ago. I tried various ways to lose weight, like hitting the gym, but I wasn't committed to it. My highest was almost 80kg at 1.7m. I tried harder and harder cause at the back of my mind, I'm doing it for someone, for something. So, one day, I realized that it'd not work if I exercise and well, I went into a purely anti-carbohydrate diet.

My weight went down slowly and steadily. In time, my clothes became baggy and I'm able to fit into jeans again. That was at the end of year 2004. I was on anti-carbo diet for almost a year and I became a workaholic too until mid-2005 when I dropped to my targeted weight of 65kg. Then, I started to hit the gym again to tone my body and to burn the excess fats. This time, I was very committed to my bode and exercising.

However, I start to gain muscle mass which in turn caused me to gain a lil bit of weight. Therefore, when I start school in mid-2005, I stopped hitting the gym but I was still on my anti-carbo diet. I maintained my weight until the exams came and pressure from the exams made me lose my appetite which in turn, caused me to lose weight drastically. By then, the way I looked change drastically too. I was at my Sec 1 weight of 62kg. People start to ask questions too.

Now, coming to mid-2006, my weight dropped further. I'm barely 60kg now. I'm able to eat as much as I can and I'm no longer on my anti-carbo diet. I indulge in fatty food and chocolates when I'm stressed up. Especially during the time of the month, I'll gorge down food like nobody's business but I never gain a single pound. All thanks to the fact that I don't hit the gym anymore and that most of the muscles in my body are converted into fats. My metabolism rate has increased drastically too. Well, I don't have to worry about my weight anymore.

Unfortunately, due to dieting, I became an anemic. I tend to get dizzy and nauseaus easily. You see, this is the effect of my own actions. I want to be what I'm not supposed to be. But it's what I want. I want to look good and I don't want to be called fei anymore. Well, being slim has it's own consequences. Now, I'm at 1.66m, 58kg and have a big butt.....hehehe

Anyway, a few days ago, I went out with one of mine and my dearest friends back in secondary school. She's Chaili. Went out just to catch up with each other. The last time we met was a year ago when we had dinner with my dearest at a restaurant in Lot 1. She was shocked to how I look now.

Well, there were many reasons how I got to my highest weight. My dearest knows one of it which I don't want to mention it here. Another reason was that you see, I love to bake. I would bake whatever that I crave to eat, unlike now, whereby I'll buy whatever dessert I want to eat. Previously, I would bake my favourite desserts and will indulge on them everyday. Examples include chocolate chip cookies, brownies and mango cakes with lotsa mango cream. Yum yum......they are very very sinful....

Well, I never want to be fat again unless, when I'm married and that I got pregnant. For now, I love my bode very much and I love the fact that it's the fruit of my labor...

And now...let's put the king and the queen together....with sunglasses....and you get........