ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

when i need a shoulder to cry on...

I'm supposed to be happily studying now but I'm not. I am really disheartened despite his "sorrys".

There comes a time when I really need someone to talk, and the time is now. Talking to even my closest friends never seem to cheer me up cause we are all facing the same problems. So, I turned to someone whose much much much closer to me.

But he seems so faraway even though he's not and doesn't even care to cheer me up. Instead, he wasted my time, staring at the screen for more than an hour. He doesn't even want to spare some time for me when I always am able to spare some time for him and I thought we are supposed to compromise.

I'm looking forward to pour out my sorrows to someone cause I've been feeling so damn lonely for the past week and I have nobody to talk to. I always have to seek for my own solace to drown my sorrows. The thought of how critical my week is gonna be next week is killing me...

Well....let him be busy and I don't want to waste his time and neither do I want to waste my time. We might as well not talk or even meet and there's no point in realizing anything now cause I know that he never really care or understand about how I'm feeling now............

QueenLiyn@12:35

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