ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

taking the ache away..

Something happened today. I was studying for Microbio while watching "She Spies" on tv. It was almost 6pm and guess what, out of the blue, tears started to flow down my cheeks. Then, my mind start to "Ka-ching, Ka-Ching", images of me and him and the times we spent together, appeared.

I just cried. For 10 minutes. I miss him. Very much. Those times when I claimed that I was numb about his absence, actually I was just trying to sink myself into my schoolwork. I took a deep breath before I stopped studying Microbio cause I think I had enough and stopped crying. Felt better after pouring out...even though nobody was there to console me.

It's rather embarassing cause I suddenly got so emotional. I told him about it after that. And he called me during light's out. I felt much much better after hearing his voice and that he understood how I felt, even though he thought that I was watching a sappy romance movie in the first place.

Although we chatted on the phone a few nights ago and on Sunday before he book in, it's his presence that I miss most. It shocked me that I cried and all because I actually miss him... How can I be that emotional and crazy?

Is this how you define LOVE?

QueenLiyn@23:40

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