Thursday, April 20, 2006


seeing is believing

Yes! 5 down 2 more to go. This week was really a stucked-up week for me. The worst paper was Computational Methods whereby half of the paper actually killed me. I don't want to think about the outcome of my exams yet. The only thing now is to go through Tech Comm and Structures papers and I'll start having fun!!

Two things to look forward to next week, KTV and Seoul Garden with my girlfriends, and not forgetting making up for lost time with my darling boyfriend by playing bowling!!

Talking about my dearest... He called me just now!!!! It felt so long since we chatted on the phone! It's nice to hear his voice and the saddening part is that, I won't be able to talk to him for 7 WHOLE DAYS!!! *sniff sniff* Nobody to talk to....

Hmmm...sometimes when I drown myself in my own thoughts, I'll start to think about well..can you imagine, 6 years ago, I don't even know this guy. I only know him by his name and how short he was and that he shys away from people like me and my friends last time. Then one day, my bestest friend introduced me to him but he was just a friend then. The four of us, me, my bestfriend, him and his bisu-club friend started to hang out. Go for recess...go home...and whatever it is.....together. We were just 15, then. After a year, four of us went our separate ways, and funnily, me and him ended up in the same group of friends. I had developed a good impression for him by then..but oh gosh...he was too good for me!

Everyday, I looked forward to school because of him and that I could spend my day with him plus our friends. I would just stay back in school, just to see him. Heh...those crazy times of me being in denial. I actually felt guilty and stopped going home with him to stop stimulating other people's minds about my feelings towards this oh-so-wonderful guy.

And 6 years later...this oh-so-wonderful guy turns out to be the one whom I say "I love you" to and whom I miss most and yearn for everyday. The short and shy guy now turns out to be taller, more outgoing and as handsome as ever, especially to me. Someone whom I hold on to in times of trouble. We went through a lot of ups and downs together, especially this year.
We always have fun in the company of each other. One thing is that I always have admiration and respect for him, since a long time ago.

I'm so glad that I'm with this oh-so-wonderful guy now. But still, come to think of it, I can't believe that I'm in love with one of my closest guy friends six years ago....


I'll stop talking about him. Anyway, I came across this beautiful portrait while blog-hopping. It just caught my eye.... This drawing shows something about women. Men surrender themselves to women while women stab them in the back.

True or not??

I'm a woman and I know better...It ain't true...

 

QueenLiyn@23:54

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