ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

once pricked, twice shy

Throughout the time I'm in a relationship with Hatta, I've made myself very unavailable. I tried to socialize when I entered NTU last year, but like they say, "once pricked, twice shy". I've created the wrong impression on different people until I'm scared that I'm gonna be engulfed by temptations. I don't know that making myself so damn unavailable will create unwanted attention. I just found out something and I'm like...."Ewwwwwww!!!"

Well, it's ok. I've went through this since I was 16 when I already had feelings for Hatta and that someone wanted me to be his girlfriend. The fact is that nobody can ever change my feelings for him. I'm very very true to him. No matter what it is, I never want to hurt him and neither do I want him to hurt me. I belong to him and he belongs to me. End of story...!~

Today, I don't really have the mood to study. Tomorrow is Tech Comm paper... I don't know what to expect even though it's just merely english and wednesday is structures....

Hmmm...I'm off to my books again....Ciaox!

QueenLiyn@19:57

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