Our Special Relationship....
Well, first day of his absence. He seems so faraway in Tekong but I still could feel him in my arms. How I wish last night would never end and that time would stop whenever we touched.....
Can't stop thinking of him for the whole day and I'm glad that he called before light's out. At least I can hear his voice.....
Sighs...I'm soo high in love...
I wish our relationship is that easy. No restrictions. No objections. No problems. No mistakes. No misunderstandings. But without all that, I realized that our relationship isn't serious, no commitment, no nothing....
Love changes over time. It either grows or fades away. Mine grows with each and everyday. It took me really long to win his heart and to tell him that I really do need someone like him in my life to make me happy. For more than a year, our relationship "
slogged like mad". I wasn't happy, cause he was insensitive and I lack of attention from him. There were so many things that he wasn't what I thought he was cause last time as just a friend, I only know him "on the surface".
Well, one day, after one accusation to another, I finally saw how much I meant to him. He meant the world to me but I never know that he do love me too as much as I do for him. When we first touch, which is like just recently, I feel like I was in heaven and I got so '
high' till I got addicted to him. And when he started to become soooo sweeeeeet....I think I'm gonna get diabetes soon if he becomes sweeter. I saw how he really felt for me last night. It was heartbreaking but I was flattered.
I never had a guy who would love me for who I am and even what I am. I never had a guy whom I can hold on to in times of trouble, when I'm sick and when I'm feeling down. I never had a guy who would love me as much as I do for him. I never had a guy who would do anything for me to make me happy. I never had a guy who would just hold me and never let me go. I never had a guy with tears in his eyes when he's going to be away from me.....
Like him, I will go an extra mile for him. I will do anything for him to keep him happy and make the relationship more special than ever. Everyday, I pray that our relationship will last forever. It doesn't have to be like any other relationships cause to me, our relationship is more special than what others have.....
He's no longer my guy. He's my MAN and I'm his WOMAN.
I love him so much. Too bad he won't be reading this......
QueenLiyn@23:58
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