ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

me and my emotions

I'm feeling dizzy due to all the studying. Been facing the computer for like almost the whole day doing my lab report and to study for the upcoming POE test. I'm just trying to keep myself occupied with piles and piles of schoolwork so that I can brush him to the back of my mind.

No matter how much I've tried, he still comes back to haunt me in my head. The shows that I watched on tv today, really reminded me of our times together. Bowling, dinner and all that stuffs that we like to do with each other. Suddenly I became such an emo person. I didn't cry, I just wish that time will just fly at the flick of my fingers and both of us are free!! Him out of NS, me graduated from Uni.

Then after that, all our "issues" will become history and a new life together will begin.

Well, I still have my girlfriends. I know it's different. But I've gotta live with it for...hmmm....don't know how many months. At least I get to have fun and be crappy all the time.

Hmm...now I'll be looking forward to his first bookout and to see his handsome face again! Hehehe....

Ciaox!~

QueenLiyn@23:54

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