fate brings me happiness
The sore throat's killing me. My voice will soon be gone. Now, I have a sexy voice, a low sexy voice. Hehehe...
Anyway, chatted with my dearest on the phone for a while just now. How nice to hear his voice. After two days of continous studying, chatting with him enlightened my mood in a way. People might think that I'm crazy now, cause I'm smiling to myself. LoL...
Almost 2 years and I'm still crazy about him. Crazy in Love. Why? I don't know. I just feel that I'm proud and blessed to have him in my life. He's different from other guys in ways which I love. PuurrrFect...very PuurrrFect...
I know that he'll be reading this entry when he books out. I have a story to tell. Well, I have never really told him about Graduation Night'01. When I saw him that evening at the bus-stop in front of CDANS, my heart was racing so damn fast but I remained composed. I even said, "
Wah! Hatta...so handsome!". I never showed him any signs that I have feelings for him cause I'm nothing compared to the other girls. That night, I felt that it was gonna be my last night seeing him. He caught my eye the whole night. The only thing I want that night was to take a photo with him....
tapi tak kesampaian cause after taking so many photos, my camera died down on me but funnily, Ivan took a solo photo of him. I still have the photo somewhere in one of my albums.
The night ended for me earlier than I expected. I saw him taking photos with other girls and well, I left without saying goodbye to him. I left with a heavy heart and that night, I finally realized that I couldn't deny anything anymore. I told myself that it was too late and that he'll never know about how I felt for him, and that I don't want to jeopardize our friendship.
I kept it for years and I don't know why I'm able to keep it for so long. I never show, tried hinting but I'm glad that the feelings never went away.
Was it all meant to be? Is it fate which brought us together? Are we really fated to be together? ....forever?
QueenLiyn@22:54
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