Saturday, March 18, 2006


Beware of Ferrous Tablets

So happy! I just finished chatting with him on the phone a few minutes ago. So nice to hear his voice but my privacy with him was soo limited until I managed to get off the car as soon as my brother parked the car and went off on my own...

Now, I'm convincing begging my mom to allow me to meet him next Saturday. I must see him. I miss him so..... I'll die if I won't see him for more than 2 weeks!!!! Hehehe....just joking lah... But I think I managed to convince her.... I told her that I'll "mati hati" which means that my heart will die if I don't see him.....

Well, my parents should understand how I feel even though my mom never experienced the period when my dad has to be away to serve the nation. They have to understand that I'm in love and it becomes a need for me to see him, to be with him.

Geez!! I'm soooo HAPPY that I'm gonna meet my dearest...=D

Anyway, I've been taking iron tablets for the past week...and guess what...we've guessed it right about the side effects. The thing is that a week ago, I wanted to donate my blood in school, so I had to go through various tests to check whether my blood is suitable for donating. And I found out that I lack of iron in my blood and was prescribed iron tablets to increase the amount of blood in my system. This is all because I'm on diet and I DON'T LIKE TO EAT RED MEAT!

The iron tablets actually made me gain weight a lot of weight within a few days. I was shocked to find out about it a few hours ago from my uncle. No wonder I've been gorging down a lot of food for the past few days, like as if I was pregnant or something. And to make things worst, I was never satisfied with the food I ate and I never did become really full....

My dad insisted that I take the iron tablets for my health so that it won't affect any future purposes. But I refused cause my hard work will go down the drain if I continue. I don't want to be fat. I hate being fat. I hate being bigger than other girls, it's okay to be taller but not bigger.

I love my bode now. I'm not afraid to wear corsets or even tops which reveal the shape of my body cause at least, I'm proud of the work that I've done to my body. I'm more confident of how my body is like and now, it's my turn to look at others and wonder why they don't want to look better.... probably because they are happy with the way they look...

Future purposes put aside....cause my future is still very hazy to see....

 

QueenLiyn@22:32

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