a gift for life
My dearest will soon be back, in like more than 12 hours time. But sadly, only for a night and I'm unsure whether we will be able to meet on Sunday. Just listening to his voice just now, made me miss him again..... Sometimes, I worry about his safety and all. I'll be relieved every night when he either message or call me before light's out. Most of the time, I'll remind him to let me know whenever he reaches home or setting off from home. The one and only reason for all that is because I worry about his safety and if let's say anything happen to him, I won't know. Oh wells, I just won't knowlah...
Oh yah...I do care about him. He's the only guy who receives my sweetness, my care, my love, and sometimes even my sourness and my bitterness. He's like the precious stone among all the gems. I treasure him the most and that's why I never get sick of him.
Anyway, Env Processes quiz this morning was pretty ok for me. Managed to pull through and this time, I'm hoping to score better. It's somehow a last minute preparation because for the whole of this week, I focused more on Comp Methods rather than Processes. Furthermore, that module isn't that new to me anymore. Another thing is that, I found out how bad I did for POE. My grade sucks but I've given my best shot then and in more than a week time, I'm gonna really give my full bloody best power shot for my first exam paper.
It's gonna be a really
shitty week for me next week because of the theoretical quizzes. I have Hydrology quiz on Monday and Microbio on Friday. Microbio will really kill lots of my brain cells.
*
sighs*
Insya'Allah, with the faith and determination that I have, I'll be able to pull through like I always do..
~Amin~
QueenLiyn@23:06
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the queen's battle
I'm guilty as charged. After attending my regular religious class tonight, I'm really guilty as charged. It made me think for a while of the things I've done...
I can't promise that I won't do it again but
God forbid, I've already done it.
Well, won't state anything specifically here. It's between me and the
Almighty Allah only...
Anyways, I'm staying up late to study for Environmental Processes quiz which is like 9.5 hours away while watching Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham. Oh yah, now I have almost everything inside my room..hehehe... I can watch tv while studying while blogging now and enjoying the cooling atmosphere in my room...
The exams are really drawing near. 2 more weekends before I start my battle and I already have wrinkles on my face already. This semester I'm mentally prepared but unsure whether I'm physically prepared. One thing -- I'm going to give my very
best shot.
He's coming back tomorrow morning. *
smiles* I'm so lonely without him....
QueenLiyn@00:28
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my heart ad my brain
OLA!~
Today's Comp Method's quiz didn't really turn out good. It was too easy till I couldn't do. Gosh, I would rather not be reminded of it. Tomorrow, I'm finding out how I fare for Structures. Hopefully, I'm gonna be satisfied with my results. And on Friday, I have Env Processes quiz.
Time is really passing by fast.
He's booking out on Saturday which is like just a mere 3 days away. It's funny though how numb I am about his absence as the brain works all day and the heart hasn't been feeling enough. I do miss him. I miss him more with each passing day but there's no room for the heart to feel cause like I've said, my brain is overpowering me now.
But when the brain's resting, the heart starts to feel again. The heart will start reminding me of my dearest and how faraway he is. Now, he made me wonder, yet again, what made him accept me and love me as his girlfriend.
Have yet to ask...but intend to ask when I get the chance to.
I'm full of crap now...lol...
Adios!~
QueenLiyn@23:19
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fate brings me happiness
The sore throat's killing me. My voice will soon be gone. Now, I have a sexy voice, a low sexy voice. Hehehe...
Anyway, chatted with my dearest on the phone for a while just now. How nice to hear his voice. After two days of continous studying, chatting with him enlightened my mood in a way. People might think that I'm crazy now, cause I'm smiling to myself. LoL...
Almost 2 years and I'm still crazy about him. Crazy in Love. Why? I don't know. I just feel that I'm proud and blessed to have him in my life. He's different from other guys in ways which I love. PuurrrFect...very PuurrrFect...
I know that he'll be reading this entry when he books out. I have a story to tell. Well, I have never really told him about Graduation Night'01. When I saw him that evening at the bus-stop in front of CDANS, my heart was racing so damn fast but I remained composed. I even said, "
Wah! Hatta...so handsome!". I never showed him any signs that I have feelings for him cause I'm nothing compared to the other girls. That night, I felt that it was gonna be my last night seeing him. He caught my eye the whole night. The only thing I want that night was to take a photo with him....
tapi tak kesampaian cause after taking so many photos, my camera died down on me but funnily, Ivan took a solo photo of him. I still have the photo somewhere in one of my albums.
The night ended for me earlier than I expected. I saw him taking photos with other girls and well, I left without saying goodbye to him. I left with a heavy heart and that night, I finally realized that I couldn't deny anything anymore. I told myself that it was too late and that he'll never know about how I felt for him, and that I don't want to jeopardize our friendship.
I kept it for years and I don't know why I'm able to keep it for so long. I never show, tried hinting but I'm glad that the feelings never went away.
Was it all meant to be? Is it fate which brought us together? Are we really fated to be together? ....forever?
QueenLiyn@22:54
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Stressed-up
Today, I reached home around 11am from school after moving around the school to buy books and past year exam papers. Reached home and studied Computational Methods till now. I'm so stressed up and now, I've decided to start skipping lectures this week to give myself extra time to study in peace.
Hmm...at least I'm saving up from not eating in school and excessive spending.
Talking about excessive spending, I've not gone for any retail therapy since
don't-know-when. Even when my friends asked me out for shopping, I just don't feel like it. I just don't feel like buying myself anything or pampering myself. What I need is not worth any money, it needs lots of patience and hard work.
*
sighs* Today, I think of him excessively. Maybe I miss him. Urm...so fast. Love spiced up my boring life. Gosh...I have nothing to say about how I really feel right now. I <3 him lotzz....
QueenLiyn@23:50
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mysterious
My dearest is away again. Now for a week or more like 5 days, 5 nights. I'm getting used to him being away. Like I've said in my previous entry, even when I get to be with him, like last night, it was just short-lived happiness. But still, I'm so glad to have him in my life.
Compared to my girlfriends, I have the longest history with him. Even though, our relationship is not as old as theirs, but we go a long-long way back. I've known him for 6 years now, not as long as my bestest friend whom I've known for 8 years. Now, he's like my bestest friend and also my boyfriend cause he's someone whom I can share everything with, except for some stuffs which are not supposed to be said, he's someone that I chat with most of the time, even when he's in Tekong and well, I just love to be around him.
He doesn't know what I actually love about him although I do sometimes drop some hints for him. On the other hand, for me, I also don't know what actually made him accept me and love me as his girlfriend when I actually thought that he would reject me a long long time ago. Love is such a mystery...hehehehe...
Gosh...that felt like years ago. Things have changed and I'm glad that it did cause now, no matter what happens, I'll never let him go neither would I ever be unfaithful to him. No other guy can ever replace him....
Anyway, school will be short for me tomorrow cause I'm only coming for the first hour, buy my books and go home to study. Computational methods is gonna kill me this time if I don't get a hang of it. And our dearest Miss Ho ain't coming tomorrow for the whole day cause I actually put the idea into her head in my previous entry about not coming to school tomorrow....
1-plus more weeks before the exams...
QueenLiyn@23:46
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perhaps, perhaps, perhaps
Having a sore throat now. Really sore. *
cough cough*
Planning to skip school on Monday to study but
geez, I have to buy my textbooks before Wednesday, so that means I have to attend school. Urghhh....can I get my honours without going to school??
Anyway, this evening, finally, I get to see him after 2 weeks of his absence. He is still my same old Hatta whom I came to love since years ago. Well, our date turned out fine. It's always great. Only that for now, to me, it's just a short-lived happiness cause tomorrow, we are back to living our different lives. Me, a
stressed-up, hair-pulling undergrad whereas him, a soldier.
My dear, you know that I'll always be there for you whenever you need someone to talk to or to confide into, someone to listen to you or just someone for you to lean onto. Cause as your girlfriend, that's my job, to always ensure that you are alright and that you are happy. I'll be there to console you, to comfort you and to make you smile again. Anyway, I'll not get sick of your complains and I'm glad that you let me know how you feel. Smile for me, cause I'll always be smiling for you......
Love you lotz. Till we meet again....Goodbye for now...=)
QueenLiyn@23:46
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countdown 2 d exams
2 more weeks to the exams....
Prior planning has to be made so as I am able to plan my time to balance between revising for the quizzes and revising for the exams. I have to go to extreme measures such as skipping lectures so as I can carry out my revision in peace. This semester I need to do better. I just feel that I need to achieve something in Uni to boost my morale even though this semester has been pretty relaxing for me...
Next week, I'm having another 2 quizzes. Comp methods on Wednesday and Env Processes on Friday. Studying is in progress....
Oh yeah...he's coming back this evening. I'm meeting him tomorrow evening.
A note for him --> Enjoy reading my blog bottom up. My masterpiece while you were away..hehehe....
QueenLiyn@00:40
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thankiu
It's funny. The guy's not here to read what I'm writing about him but I'm always writing about him here.... Well, this blog is a place where I can actually express my feelings and let others know what actually love is.
He'll be back in like 1.5 days. YaY! I miss my dearest so much and I'm so glad that he took up the challenge that he was given by my folks. At least I know that he
cares loves for me as much as I do for him and that I'm glad our relationship is still strong. Thank you so much dear.....
Anyway, I have a Structures quiz tomorrow. I'm back to the books. Now, I just can't wait for Saturday to come......
QueenLiyn@23:12
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my only hope
I love you...and I hope I'm as equally important to you as you are to me.
Cause the fate of our relationship lies primarily in your hands.....
QueenLiyn@00:22
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sighs
10 days of his absence. My heart yearns more for him. I miss him so much...
I can't wait to be with him again............................................
QueenLiyn@23:39
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Burnt Sundays
Sundays. Normally burnt by studying. Today is of no exception. Studied Structures like almost for the whole day and only managed to be done with the Integration Method. Just now, I was preparing slides for the upcoming Tech Comm presentation on Wednesday, did a few slides, and I'm worn out....
Back to school again tomorrow. Staying back after school to study Computational Methods cause next weekend, I won't have time to study anything and the second quiz is just around the corner. And there's also Env Processes quiz 2.
Am I stressed up? The answer is
NO. I'm cool...
Just wondering, am I meeting him next Saturday and do nothing like the past few dates or are we meeting for dinner? I'm hoping for dinner...actually I want both lah... Just indulging the awkward silence in the company of each other is pretty awesome too... LoL... I'm talking crap but well, I think he knows what I mean.
I'm getting used to him being so faraway from me. Waiting for his messages and our chats at night. A daily dose of personal 3-part
blogging for him via SMS from me. And also, blogging here about how I miss him everyday....
But well....I really do miss him...
What to do? 5 more days before my dearest is BACK!!!! =)
QueenLiyn@23:56
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Beware of Ferrous Tablets
So happy! I just finished chatting with him on the phone a few minutes ago. So nice to hear his voice but my privacy with him was soo limited until I managed to get off the car as soon as my brother parked the car and went off on my own...
Now, I'm
convincing begging my mom to allow me to meet him next Saturday. I must see him. I miss him so..... I'll die if I won't see him for more than 2 weeks!!!! Hehehe....just joking lah... But I think I managed to convince her.... I told her that I'll "
mati hati" which means that my heart will die if I don't see him.....
Well, my parents should understand how I feel even though my mom never experienced the period when my dad has to be away to serve the nation. They have to understand that I'm in love and it becomes a
need for me to see him, to be with him.
Geez!! I'm soooo HAPPY that I'm gonna meet my dearest...=D
Anyway, I've been taking iron tablets for the past week...and guess what...we've guessed it right about the side effects. The thing is that a week ago, I wanted to donate my blood in school, so I had to go through various tests to check whether my blood is suitable for donating. And I found out that I lack of iron in my blood and was prescribed iron tablets to increase the amount of blood in my system. This is all because I'm on diet and
I DON'T LIKE TO EAT RED MEAT!
The iron tablets actually made me gain weight a lot of weight within a few days. I was shocked to find out about it a few hours ago from my uncle. No wonder I've been gorging down a lot of food for the past few days, like as if I was pregnant or something. And to make things worst, I was never satisfied with the food I ate and I never did become really full....
My dad insisted that I take the iron tablets for my health so that it won't affect any
future purposes. But I refused cause my hard work will go down the drain if I continue. I don't want to be fat. I hate being fat. I hate being bigger than other girls, it's okay to be taller but not bigger.
I love my bode now. I'm not afraid to wear corsets or even tops which reveal the shape of my body cause at least, I'm proud of the work that I've done to my body. I'm more confident of how my body is like and now, it's my turn to look at others and wonder why they don't want to look better.... probably because they are happy with the way they look...
Future purposes put aside....cause my future is still very hazy to see....
QueenLiyn@22:32
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Importance..
I feel like as if a heavy weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I won't say that the quiz is easy neither can I say that I can PASS! Oh wells, at least I've tried my best and I've worked hard. But I'm happy that finally the quiz is over...
Structures quiz 2 will be next. Won't sigh.... Gotta move to year 3 as soon as possible...
Well, tonight, no phone chat with him cause he's super tired and I want him to rest well. Even I need to rest cause I feel like I've not slept for years!!
I macam dah syiok berbual dekat talipon dengan si Dia.
Kalau dia dah balik rumah....aper jadi pulak?The thing is that...I realized that distance can never separate us. It actually made our relationship stronger. Actually, we live just a few blocks away from each other here but before he went into Tekong, both our love and relationship isn't strong enough. At most, we communicate through MSN or sms-ing, all because he don't want to burden his father with a high phone bill. Now, every night, you should have seen how I would pace up and down the hallway at 10pm onwards, looking at my handphone for some signs of his call or messages.
*
sob sob* I miss him very much. One week is soo long....
I don't know whether I'll get the chance to meet him when he books out. With our parents in our way, I just don't want to make the wrong move and regret it for my whole life. Nobody understands how much of importance is he to me.. I know it's gonna be hard for me to meet him now, cause compromising becomes tougher....
QueenLiyn@23:02
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Define LOVE
Was chatting with my dearest just now. Very short conversation. I used the home phone and it feels awkward cause I don't really use the phone at home. Most of the times, when I call someone I will normally use my handphone.
But well, who cares. At least, I get to listen to his voice which is like more important than anything else. I just don't know how to describe the feeling....
Anyway, love aside. Been studying POE since noon when I got back from school and skipped 2 hours of lecture. Actually, 3 hours cause I didn't attend the morning lecture too. Quizzes are coming. 3 weeks to the exams.
I remembered this period of time last semester. I had an emotional breakdown. Things were bad for me. I slogged very hard but my efforts won't paid off. So, after a very long time, my parents saw me brokedown and cry. I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't bear meeting my dearest with the way I was looking and feeling.
Alhamdulillah, I have my mom. She was the shoulder I cried on for those few months and she pulled up the level of my confidence. And also,
Alhamdulillah, I have a wonderful boyfriend who encouraged me never to lose hope.
Alhamdulillah, God gave me back the confidence that I needed and also, my faith.
I remembered how it feels like to fail. I have a phobia of failure. I'm scared of failure cause I rarely fail. And when I fail, I'll learn from my mistakes. It's tough being an undergrad, keeping up my pace with the others and the competition I have to face everyday.
Becoming one is damn easy, but staying as one is very intricating.I love my mom
very much. Although she's been hard on me
many times especially during this period of time when I'm building my own future, I know she has my best interests in her heart. She's my inspiration. I admire her because of the things she's done for the family and also for others. She has the compassion in helping others and funnily, my friends have been seeing that in me. I also admire her capabilities. Truthfully speaking, she's the closest person that I can ever turn to in times of trouble, be it in studies, troubles with my peers, troubles with people around me and even, trouble in love.
I know at times, I broke her heart or lie to her. Being the ego kind of
girl woman, normally, I'll never apologise. But mom, if you ever read this.....
I just want to say I'm sorry for all the things that I've done to make you unhappy or when I broke your heart......
LOVE doesn't only apply to your lover/sweetheart.... It also applies to everyone you are in a relationship in, be it your parents, siblings, cousins, pets, grandparents or even your friends.
But well, the love of my life...is only 1...... hehehe....
QueenLiyn@22:40
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poe borned lovesick....
POE seems to be really hard on me and I've been adsorbing so much information on it. Thinking and yearning for him slowly ceases away as POE starts to fill my mind.
But I still do wait for him every night by the phone for his call or messages.
I can't help it....but I do miss him....
VERY MUCH...and I love him...
VERY MUCH....
QueenLiyn@23:25
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Cloud 9
I'm smiling from ear to ear now. Tonight, I managed to chat with him on the phone for like 20mins!! Chatted non-stop. So happy...hehehe....he feels so near when we were chatting!
It's wonderful having him in my life, especially during this period of time when the pressure in me is building up. What more can I ask...? At least, he ended my day by lighting up my life which he already has for years....
Ooohhh...sooo sweet....
I'm in the middle of macroeconomics and I'm smiling...hehehehehe!!!!!
I'm oh-so "
high" in love...=)
QueenLiyn@23:01
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castles in the sky...
So the story goes....
He called again just now!! Although it's just a mere 4 minutes call but the sound of his voice really made me smile....
hehe. Third day and I still can't stop missing him. Oh Gosh, what about 14 days...I'll go crazy!!!
I bet that he'll be reading all this stuffs about him when he books out. How exciting...hurhur..... Oh well, at least I expressed how I feel here cause whenever he calls I wasn't able to say anything, just listen to him blabber away and my job is just to listen only cause I guess he do need someone to talk to. So, normally, I'll message him what I think....whatever's on my mind.. the more intimate stuffs...
WAHAHAHAH!!!
OKOK...anyways, today, studied in school after lectures ended for the day. POE...POE....POE... it basically suck. Got home around 2030hrs and I was pooped. Thought I would be able to continue studying...but....was too tired and instead waited by the phone for him to call.......
I sound crazy today. I don't know why....but I really miss him a lot...especially about the fact that tomorrow is Tuesday and my Tuesdays were spent with him for the past few weekss.....
Like I've said....saying goodbye won't be forever. Eventually we'll be together again and this time it'll be forever.....
*
sighs* I miss him....
QueenLiyn@23:35
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me and my emotions
I'm feeling dizzy due to all the studying. Been facing the computer for like almost the whole day doing my lab report and to study for the upcoming POE test. I'm just trying to keep myself occupied with piles and piles of schoolwork so that I can brush him to the back of my mind.
No matter how much I've tried, he still comes back to haunt me in my head. The shows that I watched on tv today, really reminded me of our times together. Bowling, dinner and all that stuffs that we like to do with each other. Suddenly I became such an emo person. I didn't cry, I just wish that time will just fly at the
flick of my fingers and both of us are free!! Him out of NS, me graduated from Uni.
Then after that, all our "issues" will become history and a new life together will begin.
Well, I still have my girlfriends. I know it's different. But I've gotta live with it for...
hmmm....don't know how many months. At least I get to have fun and be crappy all the time.
Hmm...now I'll be looking forward to his first bookout and to see his handsome face again! Hehehe....
Ciaox!~
QueenLiyn@23:54
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Our Special Relationship....
Well, first day of his absence. He seems so faraway in Tekong but I still could feel him in my arms. How I wish last night would never end and that time would stop whenever we touched.....
Can't stop thinking of him for the whole day and I'm glad that he called before light's out. At least I can hear his voice.....
Sighs...I'm soo high in love...
I wish our relationship is that easy. No restrictions. No objections. No problems. No mistakes. No misunderstandings. But without all that, I realized that our relationship isn't serious, no commitment, no nothing....
Love changes over time. It either grows or fades away. Mine grows with each and everyday. It took me really long to win his heart and to tell him that I really do need someone like him in my life to make me happy. For more than a year, our relationship "
slogged like mad". I wasn't happy, cause he was insensitive and I lack of attention from him. There were so many things that he wasn't what I thought he was cause last time as just a friend, I only know him "on the surface".
Well, one day, after one accusation to another, I finally saw how much I meant to him. He meant the world to me but I never know that he do love me too as much as I do for him. When we first touch, which is like just recently, I feel like I was in heaven and I got so '
high' till I got addicted to him. And when he started to become soooo sweeeeeet....I think I'm gonna get diabetes soon if he becomes sweeter. I saw how he really felt for me last night. It was heartbreaking but I was flattered.
I never had a guy who would love me for who I am and even what I am. I never had a guy whom I can hold on to in times of trouble, when I'm sick and when I'm feeling down. I never had a guy who would love me as much as I do for him. I never had a guy who would do anything for me to make me happy. I never had a guy who would just hold me and never let me go. I never had a guy with tears in his eyes when he's going to be away from me.....
Like him, I will go an extra mile for him. I will do anything for him to keep him happy and make the relationship more special than ever. Everyday, I pray that our relationship will last forever. It doesn't have to be like any other relationships cause to me, our relationship is more special than what others have.....
He's no longer my guy. He's my MAN and I'm his WOMAN.
I love him so much. Too bad he won't be reading this......
QueenLiyn@23:58
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i love him...
Saying goodbye is hard. But it's just temporary. Eventually, no matter how many weeks or months it will take, we will be together again. We will have each other again. And when the time comes, it will be forever.....
I'm sad. He's a part of me. A part of me will be missing for the next 2 weeks or so. I'm gonna miss him, in every way.... His warmth. His smile. His touch. His jokes. His smell. His laughter. His comfort. And everything of him.......
He'll be on my mind always. I love him very very much and I'll be looking forward to his calls.
We will be okay...we always will.......
QueenLiyn@19:56
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a love i own...
Studying POE now, only at the second chapter. Did my tutorials just now. Managed to do the whole of Microbiology tutorial but the rest like Hydro and Comp Methods, I didn't even manage to start with the first question.....
Ok...my day, most of my Tuesdays are being spent with my dearest. I had a short day in school every Tuesday. Only 3 hours of laboratory session. Today is no exception.....
Went for a "picnic" with him by the canal. I made some egg sandwiches and he bought some snacks. It was scorching hot but still we stayed to be in each other's company. Took photos of
US...like always. Though at some point of our time being together just now, we remained silent, shook our legs and just relaxing, I sensed I'm really happy staying that way with him. Being together and all.
He used to be one of my closest friends back then in secondary school. Now, after 5 years, we are more than just friends, a couple. Sweethearts. Lovers. It rather sound weird. But I'm glad that I'm with him, loving him, talking to him, being with him, holding hands with him and just spending my time with him............
I'm gonna miss him a lot and a lot.
But I have a responsibility while he's away....to do well in my examinations.... I need my
honours...
QueenLiyn@22:23
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Caffeine-free
Been drinking tea with honey for the past few days. I'm trying to kick my addiction for coffee, more specifically, caffeine. I realized that for the past few weeks, after I drank coffee, even just a cup a day, I'll somehow get "high". Then, my brain will stop functioning. It's been rather tough staying awake during lectures. But I'm trying. I had a cup of cappucino for breakfast today in school. At least, not much caffeine is inside it.
Hopefully, I'll finally be free of my addiction to coffee....
Today, went home early. The purpose is to finish up our Tech Comm research report. Hardlah... Me and Umaro took the difficult and the heaviest section. Thank God, it's almost complete....
Actually, I've got nothing much to say here... My life's a bore.
Tomorrow, meeting the dearreesssttt.... Going picnic... Wooo!! Hehehehehe.....
QueenLiyn@23:56
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school again..
Gosh....school starts tomorrow again.
4 weeks to the exams...
*
Adrenaline rush*
Time passes by very fast.....
QueenLiyn@23:08
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having a life so puurrrfect...
Today, I become fat. For breakfast, I had spaghetti at home. For lunch, I had buffet at Putri Pan Pacific Hotel in JB. For dinner, I had noodles from Jalan Kayu. For supper, I had pastries at my aunt's house.
Gosh....tomorrow, I'm gonna fast. Heh..like real....
Been thinking about him a lot these few days. Our relationship took a change for the better recently, like how a proper relationship should be. I'm glad it did after more than a year, which means we are progressing. Although slow, but
very steady. Our relationship ain't perfect cause there are still some "issues" but we are learning to share with each other our problems and almost everything....
Well, that's why I've not been talking so much about our relationship accept about how I spent my time with him. Things have become more private and personal. It's more like "
between me and him only".
I'm so glad that I have him in my life and I can't imagine how my life will turn out to be if I didn't let him know about how I feel for him.....
Thank God, it happened..... ;)
QueenLiyn@23:24
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soul n heart
Today, another sleepy day but I had a
blasting day. Hehe...he came to my school for the second time to spend the time with me...
It's nice to have him around during school time. There wasn't distraction for me. There is love but there's something else too.....
Something that I can never say out loud....
Like I've said...he's the soul of my heart....
Thanks
dear, for spending your time with me! =)
QueenLiyn@23:49
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Sleepy Day...
Today is a very sleepy day in school. I couldn't wake up in the morning. I had to drag myself out of bed. Dilly-dallied my way to school....... Me and the babes dozed off at 0930hrs during our Comp Methods tutorial. Fortunately, school ended early today and I went home to have a long afternoon nap....
Was studying POE since around 7pm. It really damn suck but I've got no choice. Study means study. The test is coming soon. The exams are coming very very soon too. The stress is building up inside me already...
Time is passing by very fast. Soon, he'll be going off. I feel rather sad but I know that it's every guy's duty to serve the nation. *
sob sob* We are just getting more attached and closer....
Okok...meeting him tomorrow...Can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
QueenLiyn@00:03
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