ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

not so happy after all....

In the middle of my revision for the Hydrology quiz tomorrow... Left with the tutorials and the last topic....

Yesterday, my birthday bash was great. It was fun and very tiring. A BIG THANKS to all my NTU friends for coming to my party and not forgetting my bestfriend, Sukhairen, for her presence. Got a lot of presents. Mostly are wearable and useable, at least my cupboards won't be hogged by decor stuffs.

Behind the closed curtains, despite all the fun and happiness yesterday, there was an intense negative emotion among the family members. I felt it but I chose to ignore it and I got to know all the shit today. I hate saying this but I wish I never had my party in the first place. I had a purpose for my party. 2 purposes actually. I wasn't able to fulfill one and well, it seems that I couldn't fulfill the other too! I know I'm never worth of anybody's time. Thanks for reminding that over and over again......

This is a not-so-memorable birthday.

Anyways, I'm starting to miss him already. *sighs* 4 days since I've seen him. Although we've been chatting for hours every night, but I miss his presence and warmth..... When are we meeting again???

QueenLiyn@18:09

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