ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

my month

I've recovered from my fever but now, I'm suddenly hit with a running nose. I'm sick now due to the stress that's building inside me. I've had sleepless nights for the past 2 weeks. Thank God, I had the best good night's sleep last night after 2 weeks and only dreamt about the ocean. I woke up feeling better and hyper. I need more nights like that....

Just now, went to play golf with Denise and Hatta after school. I enjoyed the game actually only that I feel a lil bit tired probably because it's right after school. I just found out that Denise actually play golf well...!! Hehehehe.....

Anyway...I feel that I'm being too evil towards him for making things hard for him or saying stuffs that aren't meant to be said. I've seen how much he has tolerated my nonsense and all my bitchings. It's been hard accepting the fact that our relationship lack of commitment. But no matter what I can't help it but to say that I really do love him. I can be a bitch, I know, but I can never deny that I think of him like a million times a day. Haha.... See how love can actually brights up a girl's life. It's been a blessing to have him in my life ever since a long time ago. Now, I wonder whether he would ever go that extra mile to make me happy. Every girl wants to be treated extra special by the one she loves and I've been yearning for that long enough.

The thing is that I've forgiven him quite sometime ago...

He should understand what I need from him....

Cause February is my month. A month full of Love, Happiness and Romance....

QueenLiyn@21:56

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