my life...
Doing Tech Comm Report now. Last minute work. Nevermind, I'm only doing a rough work to present my ideas tomorrow, during my tutorial.
Just now, after school, went to watch Final Destination 3 at Sembawang with dearest. I don't want to stay home and rot, so I asked him out. Like always, I love spending my time with him, even if it's for a short while.
Hmmm.....tomorrow, tutorial day. Going home early. Need to catch up with POE and do Structures tutorial too.
What a life!
QueenLiyn@21:57
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a deathwish
Today, I had a Hydrology quiz. Been worrying about it for a week. And thank God, I didn't lose sleep over it. It was DAMN easy but I only managed to kill half of the paper, the other half was wasted cause I didn't study for it!! I don't understand that part anyway....
Anyway, I got my 3rd watch today for my birthday gift!!! It seems that I'm gonna be reminded about death everyday. 3 watches for my 21st birthday....!! I got the watch from my ex-colleagues from Atotech who weren't able to attend my party last Saturday. But I really do appreciate their effort and also the gift..... One of my friends, *
Umaro, also gave me a gift, an organizer. It's like as if I don't own one when actually I do have one.... He wasn't able to make it that day and first thing in the morning when he reach the lecture theatre, he gave me the gift. So nice of him!!!
*Not his real nameSo, Denise, your boyfriend called me skinny?? I'm tall but not skinny lehz!!! You know better... Hahahahahaha!!! Tell him I'm not over the moon....hehehehe.....
Well....meeting the dearest tomorrow after school for another movie. He's going in next Saturday. *
sob sob* Will miss him damn a lot...wonder whether he will miss me....
*
sighs*
5 more weeks to the exams. I'm getting
fucked by POE. Cheers!~
QueenLiyn@19:33
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not so happy after all....
In the middle of my revision for the Hydrology quiz tomorrow... Left with the tutorials and the last topic....
Yesterday, my birthday bash was great. It was fun and very tiring. A
BIG THANKS to all my NTU friends for coming to my party and not forgetting my bestfriend, Sukhairen, for her presence. Got a lot of presents. Mostly are wearable and useable, at least my cupboards won't be hogged by decor stuffs.
Behind the closed curtains, despite all the fun and happiness yesterday, there was an intense negative emotion among the family members. I felt it but I chose to ignore it and I got to know all the
shit today. I hate saying this but I wish I never had my party in the first place. I had a purpose for my party. 2 purposes actually. I wasn't able to fulfill one and well, it seems that I couldn't fulfill the other too! I know I'm never worth of anybody's time. Thanks for reminding that
over and over again......
This is a
not-so-memorable birthday.
Anyways, I'm starting to miss him already. *
sighs* 4 days since I've seen him. Although we've been chatting for hours every night, but I miss his presence and warmth.....
When are we meeting again???
QueenLiyn@18:09
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ARGHHHHH!!!
!@#$%^&*)&&%%#$#!#!@#$%$%%&%&^$^#$!#@!#%$%^%&*(**
The aches just wouldn't stop!!! The BIG day's tomorrow and the aches just wouldn't stop!!
FARK IT!
QueenLiyn@23:54
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lost in translation...
Ehem...I'll blog before I go out....
Well, been talking too much about love or about my relationship here. So, anyways, this week is the recess week. It's coming to an end soon. Been studying Hydrology like for almost everyday cause the quiz is next Monday and I'm halfway through the lab report which is due next Tuesday. Have yet to even touch Tech Comm even though we are only left with a mere two weeks to complete it.
Probably...I'll do the Tech Comm report tomorrow...have to start on it no matter what....
Today, I'm a good girl. Stayed at home and study plus day-dreaming which has been my hobby for quite a while. Probably tomorrow I'll go out to buy stuffs for Saturday...
People asked me whether the preparations are ready for Saturday and my only answer was..."
I don't know how to style my hair that day......." My hair
sucks since the day I trimmed it. I want to wear my hair in a way that I never wear it before on that day. Then, I need to paint my nails......
Hmmm...I'm such a vain-pot.
The attendance for that day is supposed to be a surprise for me. I roughly know who's coming. Mostly, my closest friends are coming plus my bestfriend. My cousins are definitely coming. But *
sighs* why can't I stop thinking about his abscence???????
QueenLiyn@19:42
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blessed....
So, I've finally entered adulthood. 21 years old and getting older everyday. Thanks to the peeps who care to remember and wish me such as Denise, Chaili, Jieli, Steph, Zhao Wei, Sukhairen, Erene, Shu Qing and not forgetting my cousins such as Juni and Bibik Nana's family. Definitely, the priority goes to the dearest and the sweetest one....
Other than me spending my time with him yesterday, he actually gave me a mini celebration today. A cake. A candle. And matches. Plus a birthday song and a card with a sweet original poem writtened in it. Now, I can proudly say, today, I had my happiest birthday celebration in my whole life, even though its simple and short. And a proper birthday celebration ever since we've been together. I appreciate it all, my dear.....
*
sighs* It's true what he said. It's nice to have someone special in your life. Someone you can think of. Someone you really care about. Someone you really do love. Our lives have changed quite a lot and we both know that we are happier now. Unlike last time when I was living a life full of false hopes and fake dreams, now I'm living a life fulfilling my dreams and having high hopes for both
relationship-wise and
career-wise.
I'm glad that my life took a change for the better and I'm glad that I'm blessed to be with someone like my boyfriend....
QueenLiyn@11:58
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my king...
The eve of the day I was born, 21 years ago.
Spent almost half of my day with him. Went to Orchard to catch a movie plus an early dinner. I had great fun and I mean really
GREAT. I appreciate every minute of the time I spent with him, not only today's, but every of our dates. The different thing is that I just can't stop thinking about the situation when we were in the darkness of the theatre just now.
That's the honest truth!Well, we got off to a rather bad start this year because of the doubts that I had of him. Thankfully, the doubts start to whither away slowly with each passing day. Yes, we have our ups and downs. Life ain't a bed of roses, they say.
He's my king, not prince. Hehe...He's the king of my heart. He's a part of my happiness, the happiness that I've sought for my whole life. His existence in my life makes my world go round and without him, I'll be lost in my life. I know that my love for him will never run astray for it continues to grow with each day and everyday.
He just made me realized how much I want to hold on to him forever...
QueenLiyn@22:08
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a perfect potrait
I've finally figured how people make photos look prefect. All those celebrity photos in newpapers or magazines, photos put up on Friendster and even wedding photos. Now I know why my cousin's face on her wedding photo looked so flawless....hehehe...
I meddled and learnt how to edit photos using Photoshop just now. Rather fun, especially when I start to compare the 'before' and 'after' and that I have a lot of imperfect photos.
I feel fat now. Probably because it's going to be the time of the month soon and I've been indulging myself with food plus feeling like throwing up and had to drink something sour to stop it.
Ish....I wonder how it'll be when I'm really pregnant? Worse?
Tsk...tsk...Anyway...watching Brokeback Mountain with him at Lido later...yayz..!! Hehehe....
QueenLiyn@00:51
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My Name Analysis
Liyana:
You are fair-minded sometimes to the point of being opinionated. You have a strong need to be loved and appreciated. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. Your independence and freedom are important to you. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You have a need to be up front.
QueenLiyn@00:44
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d day...
I'm on vacation now. But that doesn't mean that there'll not be any studying. Catching up is what I'm gonna do next week.
I'm amidst all of the preparations now. The
BIG day is really
BIG. Not yet the
BIGGEST one in my whole life but still...well, now I really do feel like the queen. Haha! I do feel good about it especially the pressies that I'm gonna get and also not forgetting my
bling-bling from my mom. I'm also bringing home all of my peeps, especially the girls I hang out with everyday.
But....but....he won't be around. So sad...
Hopefully, the presence of someone else might make me feel better on that day....
QueenLiyn@22:13
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better day
I was wrong. Structures Rule!! Hehehe...rather satisfied after completing the paper just now and finished within half and hour, which is actually an achievement.
Tomorrow is the last day of the term. I've got 2 quizzes tomorrow, Env Processes and Microbiology. After tomorrow, I have a week break...
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! 6 days to my 21st Birthday and 1 week, 1 day to the
BIG day!!
I can't wait to spend my free time with him. Well, I want to make good of the time I have left with him before he's off to Tekong. *
sighs* Time passes by so damn fast...
Anyway, I'm off to the books again...Ciaox!
QueenLiyn@19:04
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sucky life...
Structures SUCKS...
Bio SUCKS too!!
I'm going to die tomorrow......................................
QueenLiyn@21:56
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Our 2nd V-Day 2gether...
Happy Valentine's Day to All...
lovers, friends and whoever...Had a
ROLLING good time today with my dearest. He helped me push away the quiz madness for this week and well, I had
FUN.
We went bowling at Grassroots Club at Yio Chu Kang after he fetched me from Boon Lay. We were totally of equal standard for today's bowling game. We exchanged V-Day gifts in the train on the way there and I got my first ever bouquet of roses from him. Only that the roses will never wilt! Hehehe...which is good
lah.... And then, we had 2 games of Daytona and I won the race twice!!! Wahahahahaa!!
After that, we went to Northpoint and coincidentally, the last time we went for a date there was exactly a year ago! Walked around and had our early dinner at Sakura Restaurant. The food there is rather okay and at least, it's Thai-Chinese.
Geez...during the whole time I'm with him, I've actually forgotten that I have Computational Methods quiz tomorrow!! Hope for the best tomorrow. Everyday should be a happy day....
I'm off to the books again...
Oh yah....I love him lotz!!!!!
QueenLiyn@19:54
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busy
Been busy lately with the upcoming quizzes which is why I've not been blogging.
Anyway, a quickie. This week, I have 4 quizzes. Hell yeah.... And tomorrow...I'm going out with him!! YaY!!!
That's all I guess...
The mind's too tired for anything else...
Ciao!!~
QueenLiyn@20:46
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her faith's strong....
The girl is going to open the door to her freedom soon with a golden key, studded with diamonds. She's going to enter the light of adulthood and start her journey into the future in 2 weeks time.
Her teenage life's coming to an end soon. No more kiddy toons or immature freak-outs. No more "Mommy! I want this!!!". No more CARTOONS. No more LOLLIPOPS. No more PAMPERS. No more NESTUM. No such thing as BOYS cause they are MEN now. No more FOOLING AROUND.
Whoops! Gone too far....The life that she's dreamt of will be there for her while she walks on the path of adulthood. She'll stand tall, thread on water and overcome every obstacle during each passing day. As time passes by, she'll find the light to her faith..................
QueenLiyn@01:00
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d queen is sick again...
Didn't go to school today. Still running a fever after more than a week since I got sick. On MC actually.... Finally went to the doctor yesterday, accompanied by my dearest, after school.
Supposed to blog last night, but I fell asleep too soon.
But anyways, yesterday was a rather memorable day cause he came to my school. It's nice to share with him the dream I've build for years. The time I spent with him in school was well-spent. Urh.....all I know is that my friends were bored when I'm with him.
Ok...I can't wait to meet him again....
Valentine's day is nearer and I have a date with him after school on that day. He's going to make it up to me for my birthday party. My birthday's also drawing near which keeps me excited and sadly, he's enlistment is drawing near too.
Next week, the quizzes will start. Staying at home today gives me the oppurtunity to catch up and revise for the quizzes next week. Just started with Computational Methods...hopefully I'll be able to pass all my quizzes this time.....
Just uploaded the photos.... Will end here for now...
Ciao!~
QueenLiyn@15:55
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my month
I've recovered from my fever but now, I'm suddenly hit with a running nose. I'm sick now due to the stress that's building inside me. I've had sleepless nights for the past 2 weeks. Thank God, I had the best good night's sleep last night after 2 weeks and only dreamt about the ocean. I woke up feeling better and hyper. I need more nights like that....
Just now, went to play golf with Denise and Hatta after school. I enjoyed the game actually only that I feel a lil bit tired probably because it's right after school. I just found out that Denise actually play golf well...!! Hehehehe.....
Anyway...I feel that I'm being too evil towards him for making things hard for him or saying stuffs that aren't meant to be said. I've seen how much he has tolerated my nonsense and all my bitchings. It's been hard accepting the fact that our relationship lack of commitment. But no matter what I can't help it but to say that I really do love him. I can be a bitch, I know, but I can never deny that I think of him like a million times a day. Haha.... See how love can actually brights up a girl's life. It's been a blessing to have him in my life ever since a long time ago. Now, I wonder whether he would ever go that extra mile to make me happy. Every girl wants to be treated extra special by the one she loves and I've been yearning for that long enough.
The thing is that I've forgiven him quite sometime ago...
He should understand what I need from him....
Cause February is my month. A month full of
Love, Happiness and Romance....
QueenLiyn@21:56
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d girl's sick...
The girl's finally sick. Feeling pretty lousy since yesterday afternoon. I
TRIED to do whatever I can for my tutorials but I failed. It's okay for now..... Thank God, the proposal due this Wednesday is done. Thanks to my team members, Denise, Shui Qing and
Umaro....
Just recovered from a 38.2 degrees fever. I was barely well since 1230hrs this afternoon. I nearly fell off the escalator at Lot 1. Thank goodness....I didn't. Skipped POE to go home to rest. Luckily, the temperature dropped. Now, feeling rather groggy....
No studying tonight. Probably stay in bed with the tv on while preparing my invitation cards. Increased my invitation list. Added more of the people from NTU. They are a funny bunch of guys...hehe....our NP seniors...
I'll end here. Gotta continue resting. Tomorrow...meeting my dearest for golf after school and Denise is coming along!!!
Adios!~
QueenLiyn@19:32
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hectic day
Just came back from a hectic day of shopping. Firstly, went to NUH to visit my aunt there and that my nephew was playing games with me. He said that I'm his girlfriend and I just said okay....whatever.... He's young...so it's okay with me... I mean who cares...just play-play only...
Anyway, later, after that, I met up with my cuz at Tekka Mall and we shopped. I couldn't find the right size for the shoes that I set my eyes on so I gave up on shoes. After that, I just went to the clothes section and picked up whatever I wish. Belts, a skirt, pants and lingerie. I managed to find pants which might go well with my new green polo tee....
And tomorrow...I'm having waffles for breakfast...
Finally...something western for breakfast....:D
Next shopping for V-day and my mom's bday present!! What should I buy for her this time....flowers again?? I just love to give flowers but I never got them before...:((
QueenLiyn@23:56
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one fine day....
I had a fine day today. Wore a pink kebaya to school today. It's rather comfortable to wear something lose and long once in a while. Took
photos with my girlfriends today. Suria and Aisyah were also in their traditional clothings.
Planned to study Microbiology tonight but I just don't seem to have the mood or the strength to focus yet. The quizzes are coming in like 2 weeks time and I've still yet to start preparing for it. haiz..I think after this...I'm going to start reading up.....
Tomorrow, another shopping trip for me. This time, I'm buying shoes and probably a bag. We'll see tomorrow.
*
sighs* Next week, I can't wait to meet him.
QueenLiyn@21:43
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j
I'm so
PURPLE now.....
Like a
sour plum.....
Interpret me......
Check
tis photo out......second day of school....
QueenLiyn@12:46
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d me tat i duno....
Today is Denise's 21st birthday. She has her double happiness both today and yesterday and I'm so happy for her. I guess she's on cloud nine now. So envy her. When am I ever gonna be on cloud nine again? Or would I ever?
Was halfway through Structures just now, when I lost the mood to do tutorials again. Just send out the proposals for Tech Comm and planned to do EID presentation again. Quizzes are coming soon. I won't say that I'm not mentally prepared but I just feel that
it's just not the time yet. Probably I'll catch up this weekend after another shopping trip.
*
sighs*
Well, what do you expect me to feel? I should be jealous. Shouldn't I? You told me the truth but you treated me like as if I'm very unfeeling. I don't like it and if you were in my shoes, I don't think you'll like it either. I've never restricted your freedom but when I hinted that I don't like it means I don't like it.
Am I wrong for feeling this way??
QueenLiyn@23:14
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