ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

what matters to me....

Changed the layout again. I like the colour combination of black and brown but just ignore the phrases, they don't mean anything at least not for now.

But anyway, the whole day I've been thinking about him. Well, we didn't talk much since last Friday, just a few messages. What can I say...he's a busy man.

Hmmm...I was trying to imagine. What if, my deepest and darkest secret was never told. I mean, he would be kept in the dark, I would still be single and nothing changed our lives. I would still have the thinking that he will never accept me and that I will still be FAT.

Kept imagining that. But I'm so glad that I did confess. At least, I won't have to worry about living without him and not being with him. If you were to think that my love for him has wear off after a year, you are wrong. It hasn't, probably will never be, cause I am happier whenever I'm with him.

I've been thinking also. Since school has started for me, more temptations have rose for me. My friends too saw it coming. Definitely I wasn't the one making any moves and I definitely did not believe that any other guy will like me. Crushes come and go very easily. Resisting was the only solution. The temptations were a test of my faithfulness and I have to win his trust.

I never really did tell him what happened cause well, it doesn't really matter to me. What matters is that nothing comes in between us and that he feels the same way as I do.

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QueenLiyn@20:33

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