Hatred towards failure
Today, I did lots of things. Not much time wasted lazing around. I've been playing maple with my cousins and I've got that extra power to heal them when they are almost dying. I also finished doing the thing that I wanna do. Incredible....managed to finish it within a day. Haha...and lastly, of course there's the tv watching...
I don't call all that lazing....hehehe
Anyway, around this time of the year, I will start to set new resolutions for myself. Late last year, I'd set for myself 10 resolutions and guess what, I've fulfilled 6.5 of them.
1. I did well for my poly studies and acquired the grades that I want.
2. Those grades provided me the
pass into NTU to acquire higher education which is actually one of my biggest dream.
3. I wasn't able to kick my bad habits of sleeping late, skipping meals and shopping. Rather, I was less self-obsessive of myself.
4. I managed to stand up on my own and try to be independent although in the second half of the year, I brokedown and needed some mental and emotional help.
5. My relationship with Hatta is getting better everyday as we worked on it and its been more than a year since we've been together.
6. I realized that I don't have that big ego in me anymore. I become more humble compared to last time, after realizing that other people are way much better than me.
7. I lost much more weight than expected. Lost more than 15lbs. I weigh 135lbs now compared to then, when I weigh 152lbs.
8. Attitude wise...hehehe...that can never be fulfilled. It's hard to change a human-being.
9. As I grow slimmer, I became bolder in my dressing. According to my religion, my dressing fails. Skirts and lycra tops are what I wear now.....In terms of religious knowledge, I've started to learn and understand more about it....
10. Well...Liyana can never kick the habit of procrastinating and lazing....heheheheh....
It's funny the way I set my resolutions. You see, it's not impossible to achieve more than one goal in a year especially the ones that determine the undetermined future. I'm turning 21 in a couple of months which means I need to set more adult resolutions. A lot of things will change next year cause I'm already doubting my capability of doing well in University and that I'll be spending lesser time with my dearest cause he's serving the nation.
Like my mom said....there'll be no success if failure never occur. And I
hate to fail...............
QueenLiyn@23:28
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