ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

another day...

Can't get to sleep. So I've decided to blog.

The dreams that I had about my exam results have become very regular now. As the days pass by, I become more and more terrified of it. I can't do anything about it. Not for now. I'm praying so hard...so that my hard work is being paid off............

Sighs...other than my results...my mom's "what if's" are in my head...playing over and over again. Another reason for me not sleeping. What if this...what if that...what if this...what if that... You know, I ended that "what ifs" by telling my mom that, at times we need to learn to trust someone else and not only ourselves.

Oh yah...yesterday, went shopping for the second time in a week. First time, on Monday. Went lingerie shopping with mommy and she paid for it. Yay! Couldn't go lingerie shopping myself cause I'm indecisive and I'm like....broke.... Had fun with her. Took me a whole hour to decide and my brother was frustrated of my indecisiveness.

That's why...guys are not made to go shopping...

Later, hopefully, I'll be meeting him for a movie and dinner. I've got some things to pass to him. Hopefully also, he doesn't have to OT tomorrow cause it's his birthday!!

And I need to enjoy before I start crying.............................................

QueenLiyn@01:37

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