ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

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I'm almost done with the exams. I sat for my 5th paper this afternoon and it was okay. Fluid Mechanics isn't as bad as Mechanics of Materials. I got my blessing for yesterday's paper. A few weeks ago, I brokedown because of Foundation Physics as I failed the quiz. It was satisfying when I sat for the paper yesterday.

Next week, I'll be sitting for Environmental Chemistry and Sociology. I just can't wait for the exams to be over....

I've planned the activities that I want to do after the exams...like...

-Lingerie shopping with the girls..hehehe
-Movie marathon
-Jalan Hari Raya
-Study for final theory and sit for the test before next semester starts
-Golfing with him..
-Go out with him....
-Play Maple Story till I level up to 30............

Hehehe....so many things to do in so little time...

But despite of my exams and my excitement of it ending soon...I'm like a ticking bomb going to explode soon. The negative feelings that I've kept inside of me for weeks now, isn't fading away. I kept telling myself that everything's going to be okay, nothing's wrong. There's no need to fuss over them and whatsoever. But the more I tell myself that, the more harder it becomes to control myself....

At times, when you feel unspecial and unimportant at all....this is what happens.....

And nothing matters until you get what you need....

QueenLiyn@23:33

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