ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

dishearted me.....

Just finished studying for MOM test for tomorrow.

I'm dead beat. But I've gotta keep on moving cause I have 2 tests next week.

Believe it or not, I failed my Foundation Physics test. The marks are rather bad. It's expected. I don't even want to flip through my paper when my tutor was going through the paper. It's very disheartening to see that kind of marks when I've never failed before. I wanted to wail out loud when I saw my marks, but I couldn't. I couldn't possibly breakdown. I couldn't possibly shed any tears.

This is a lesson for me, my mom said. Never take things for granted. I've gotta work 110% harder for the exams.

This time, I'm really going to set my priorities right. No more Maple Story till the exams are over. My free time must be filled with a lot of reading and practising.

Haiz...I think I've gotta stop skipping lectures or tutorials.

Probably I'll go for my morning tutorial tomorrow, if I'm able to wake up.....

ANyway, Chiew Fang called me. She's my ex-colleague from Atotech and she wants me to help out in the lab in November. It falls during my exam period. But I guess, there's no harm working for only a day. I asked her to help me ask the laboratory supervisor on whether I can work there during my vacation next year.

Hopefully...I am able to....well...I need the money for my 3rd year in Uni....

*sighs*

I'm being demoralized pretty badly....

QueenLiyn@00:44

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