ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

The way I feel....

Resting now. From the books. I feel much more relaxed after printing out my lab report. Tomorrow's gonna be a rather short day in school. As I'm not going out with him, I'm making use of all the time I have tomorrow, to attempt my tutorials or to study for my Fluid Mech and Maths tests.

I'm becoming a study freak. And at the same time, I'm gaining weight. I know....I'll try to drop some for the next few days.

You know, I'm not going to allow any jeopardising of my relationship in any way. I've built it for months and I'm not going to let it crumble. Although, I've been busy with my studies, and as much as I want to do well in it, I won't let my relationship come to a stagnant point. One of my friends actually put in thoughts into my head which somehow made me rather unhappy cause I've worked so hard to get to him....

Some people said that I handle my relationship in the wrong way. To me, it's much better than what other people are doing. I let him have all his freedom, his life and his time, and I have all of my freedom, my life and my time. But somehow, both of us must remember about who we are to each other and being faithful to one another. That's totally automatic. I like not meeting him that often, cause the feeling will always be there. The feeling that you are always missing that special person in your life.

Now, I'm very sad....I miss him very very much.....

QueenLiyn@23:06

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