Friday, July 29, 2005


Sick, School and Happiness...Any Connection?

I'm sick right now. It seems that everyone's also sick. I woke up this morning with no voice. Now, I'm having a splitting headache and flu. To make things worst, it's the time of the month again!!!!!!!!!

So, how do I find my new life? I find it rather less complicating but more confusing. My life there rotates only around my studies but I have to struggle with the high speed the lecturers are going. Time passes by very fast during lectures. Before you know it, it's the end of a lecture. Cause in University, there's no room for day-dreaming, chit-chatting or even eating as for the whole 1 hour lecture, our mind will only be focused on what the lecturer is trying to teach, unless we lose interest on that module.

Okay...enough about school....

Will be hitting the gym again this Sunday. I feel like I gained a few pounds over the week. Haha....Must maintain what...if not later I'll go back to my original size.

LOL...

Anyway, I feel bad for what I've done and for what I've said. Although, it costs my tears but that guy deserves what he deserves. Imagine, the girl that you intend to marry in the future broke up with you, saying that she wants to concentrate in her studies. And later, you see her with another guy. I did laugh out loud cause that's a way girls avoid commitment. Oh puhleez...who wants to plan marriage at 17 years of age????

I do pity him cause he's losing a lot of other things but well, I did lost. This is to teach him a lesson and for me, the biggest mistake that I've ever made. I'm closing this case. God showed me his true colours, taught me and him a lesson.

Looking back, I wonder why I actually fall for a guy like Abang Zul when he can never give me any happiness and everyone says that he's never worth my time?

At least I've found my happiness in someone else now....

 

QueenLiyn@23:21

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