Poly days...
So, today I went for my medical check-up at NTU. And guess what...I failed my urine test. Probably it's being caused by my menses cause my body functions differently during the time of the month. What the hell....Next week, I've gotta come back for my second test.
You know what...I gained 2 kilos.
TWO DAMN KILOS! I'm afraid that I am gaining mass cause whenever I want to go to the gym, I would only drink milk before my workout and I will only eat after my workout. It's like a biological part of the workout. After the workout, my muscles will expand and when I eat, the food that I intake will fill up the empty space which is caused by my muscle expansion, which in turn, will make me gain some mass.
I think I have to stop eating after my workout. Probably drink some milk only. If not, whatever I've done for the past few weeks will go to waste. I've been monitoring my diet and torturing my ass in the gym for the past 5 weeks. I can't afford to be fat and heavy again even when gaining mass just means making my butt firmer.
So, this week I'm going to hit the gym twice.
Anyways, next Monday is my graduation ceremony. I can't wait to go back to school. Probably it will be my very last time stepping into Ngee Ann Poly. It would become very emotional for me. I won't cry but I'll be leaving a lot of things behind:
My being BIG days. My crazy library days. My sleeping days. My eating days. My laughing days. My daily morning dates inside the toilet. My tutorial copying days. My pms-sy days whereby people around me get to see me throw tantrums. My laboratory days whereby I would hangout with my group members like Steph, Gary and Jun Ming and we would talk cock while waiting for the equipment to generate results. How me and Steph would often come in late for lectures because we were eating in the canteen. How me and Steph would always laugh at the guys. How I was so damn scared to approach him. Those stupid days. Hahaha.....My days bumping into my dearest in school before he knows that I love him. It's funny how he can make me smile for the rest of the day and how he still does till now.I won't say that my poly days are my best days. But those days were my rebelling days. Days of doing the wrong things. Not handing in tutorials on time. Cheating during tests, even for common tests. At least, flirting wasn't in my mind then. I wasn't even interested in any guys. How I would actually sit beside another guy to make the other guy jealous even when that guy has a girlfriend that time. I didn't even talk to him. Not even a "Hi". I broke that guy's heart...pity him...Not because he's too short or ugly...but I just wasn't interested in anyone else...Tsk tsk....
But the point is...I do enjoy myself in poly. I had my ups and downs. I am so glad to meet great people there. I am so glad that Hatta decide to go to NP also. If not, I doubt we would be together now.
I'm moving on people....moving on to greater things in life and I'm walking towards the future that I've been building for years.
QueenLiyn@22:20
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