Terrible
Have it ever occurred to you that one day, you came to realize that you've done something terribly wrong? Something that you can never change in order to protect your pride and ego? Something that you have to live in regret for the rest of your life?
Oh yes I'm regretting something right now. Maybe I'm running away from reality. For now, I'll bear with it. No point talking to my parents. I also don't find it that good talking to my boyfriend about this. I guess for now, I'll just act like as if nothing happened....
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sighs* Forget about that...
Today, my day was half meaningful, half crazy. I started my day watching Kuch Kuch Hota Hai on VCD while solving EM1 equations. I was like...woo...easy....Hahaha.... Then, later I skipped lunch and spent my time designing some stuffs that I left halfway, last night at 1.30am, on my computer. It's completed but not yet presentable. My day became crazy when I've decided to play dress up in my room. Took out all my cosmetics and all of my fancy kebayas and started dressing up. Mama caught the crazy side of me...LOL...
At around 6pm, Mama caught Zufi rolling around on the toilet floor and he came out of the toilet wet and looking as innocent as ever. I daren't touched him and quickly called out to Nasir to help me bathe Zufi. Brushed his teeth with Listerine and now his breath and his fur smells nice...
Just now, I just became a couch potato only that I didn't have any food in my arms. Watched the TV all night long....
My days at home can be meaningful cause I even think of things to do and say...you know...to him. Cause my lonely days at home...made me miss him even more although we just met 4 days ago...
QueenLiyn@23:09
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