ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

Purity and Essence

I never consider questions about being in a relationship or something. In the past, all I think is that "I just want to be with him".

No, that's not enough. When one of my sisters asked me, how many ex's do I have. I couldn't answer her. Oh yes, I do have, but I don't consider them as real relationships. They are just like what I've said, " I just want to be with him" thingy.

When someone cheated on me, I couldn't approach the situation cause I was scared but when I did, I just made things worst. When someone dirty-talked or looked at the hidden places of my body, I didn't do anything, instead, I just let him go. Oh ya, I never did talk to anyone about it, except to my sisters.

But come to think of it all, my past, the guys that I like...just don't respect me. Well, even my first love is a total b*****d.

Well, what to do...love is blind...LOL...

You know, I need a guy who respects me for who I am, whom I can depend on, whom I can trust, whom I can love without a doubt, whom I'm secured with, whom I can learn from and all that stuffs.

I think I've found him. Although, it takes time for things to work, but I'm willing to wait.

The purity of the relationship is the essence to make things work.

Wahaha...what the hell am I talking about...

But really, this time, I'm serious.

And FYI, he's the only one that I said "I love you" to....

:D

QueenLiyn@23:34

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