How?
Today, I'm pooped. After helping my mom for 3 whole days, I become lazy.
I think I'm fat. Maybe it's because I've been eating quite a lot. Need to hit the gym twice this week cause I know I'm going to have a lot of free time this week, which means more eating, so I'll hit the gym on Monday and Friday.
Bought a new light-blue top with black lining. The thing with me is that, I prefer to take the one on the showcase rather than the ones that are on the clothing line. I like the top cause it's different from the others that I have cause it looks like a mini kimono. It's what I've been wanting since a long time ago.... Now, I can wear it...why not treat myself to something nice....? Mama bought for herself a Gucci handbag....I'm soooo envious of her. I want one for myself but couldn't find the right colour. I also wanted to buy a new pair of covered heels for my graduation ceremony but...damn...I couldn't find the write size!
Okay...something's been bothering me. I won't call it badlah. It's more like something that I want to get off my shoulders. I wonder right, how do I get myself, to
speak my mind to my boyfriend?
Speak my mind doesn't mean scold but to say things out to him straightforwardly, like what I am actually thinking or what I really need, to comment or whatever it is. At times, I'm scared of saying the wrong things, that till now, I never really did comment on our relationship even when I know something is being done wrongly.
It's hard, you know, when it's been in my mind for quite sometime. But being the girl, I don't want to be called paranoid cause I'm not being that now. I'm just trying to make sure that things work out.
But well, I have yet to find that courage in me to approach the situation just as yet. Maybe, in the coming future, I'll try when I find a way how.
Okaylah....anyways, today, I went to Bibik Nana's house to see Firman who just got circumsized. The thing is that, I don't dare to come near him especially when he's holding the
kain...like that (
Guys, you know what I mean). Firman or Iman, is one of my youngest cousin whom I like to disturb since young. Bibik and Mama always call him my
mata-air because I like to disturb him and whatsoever. He, on the other hand, called me
Kakak Naughty. Hahahaha....whatever....
I think I'll end here...
For now..Ciao!
QueenLiyn@23:52
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