ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

Supernatural

DOn't laugh at me if I say that I believe in supernatural stuffs. I grew up with black magic and pontianaks around me. To say that I'm scared...but I'm terrified...to say that I'm brave...but it does give me goosebumps. I tend to believe in all these cause I've seen them, heard them and feel them. Black magic is what I am mostly interested in, only that I don't want to get involved. Mama asked me to learn silat so that the knowledge could be induced into me. This will in turn give me a very strong defense....

I made a very suitable candidate to pass down the knowledge because of my capabilities and all that. But well, I remembered refusing my granddad cause I doubt my capabilities. And now, I helped here and there but I'll never misuse the power of black magic.

This is another reason for being a very tough lady....Like my mom, I am protected supernaturally....

Anyways, it's confirmed that I'm leaving Atotech at the end of this month. I just can't wait. I mean I have my freedom back...Woo Hoo!! But I promise to study hard. Don't ever doubt that. Having fun is faraway from my mind right now cause while I'm doing my degree, the guy I love will be serving the country...Friends wise, I guess I'll take it easy... I just want to feel that BIG achievement once in my lifetime...sooo here's my last chance to do so.

Talking about him just reminds me of my dream the other night...Haha....it's very funny. But I still doubt his boldness...hahah....

QueenLiyn@00:30

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