The Power to Happiness
Today, Hatta met Baby Zufi and Zufi met Abang Hatta. And well, they are scared of each other....How cute! LOL...
Anyways, I don't want to talk about work today....let's talk about something else.
I should appreciate what I am, who I am and what I have. SO what if my job isn't related to my diploma or that it's low-paying. At least, the experience will benefit me in the future. I respect my own job, though it's boring. It's what I want to do when I developed that love for Chemistry back then in secondary school. But it's not what I want to live as for the rest of my life.
At times, I asked myself,
Do I want happiness or success? I am a totally selfish biatch if I say I want success more than happiness. But well, somehow it's true. I did ever choose happiness over success before, but I am still unhappy. I don't know what I want in life. It's so hard to be consistently happy.
Yes,
love made me a happier person. But it doesn't gurantee happiness. You know, I am scared of love. Look what happened to me last time because of love! I'm so damn scared of failing time and again. I'm still trying to achieve that distinction in love. It's hard when I'm the only one trying hard. But honestly, I feel urm....happy whenever I'm with him....
*sighs*
Bottomline, happiness ain't for free. Some people succeed and they are happier. Some people don't but they are still happy and trying harder. Like I always tell to myself,
no matter what comes, good or bad, big or small, never give up even when you fall. I know that behind every fall, there's always a blessing behind it. I see that happening time and again.
Faith in yourself and faith in the Almighty is the power to your happiness....
Anyway, here's something that I want to share with you all. Last night, I have nothing to do so I experimented Adobe Photoshop. So, here's the end product of my analysis. Hahaha...I sound so scientific. I know it's looks a lil bit fake but well, I'm just experimenting....
QueenLiyn@21:48
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