Like vs Love
Today, let's talk mainly about what I like and love. Don't want to talk about negative things here. It's time to talk about me and me only....
First thing, I'm a very ambitious person which makes me someone who always desire for success. Besides craving for success, I crave for love and affection. In a way, it softens me and well, it makes me a happier person.
Some people know that I love to help others in need. Not financially, more like emotionally and mentally. I love to help them because I want everyone around me to be happy. And I want to be happy helping them. I do talk a lot but when the time comes to listen, I'll really listen.
I love to listen to music. It was my ambition to be a music teacher when I grow up but I guess, I've moved on to a much better career field. I used to love to play the piano and organ. I used to love to sing karaoke and whatsoever. Now, I just prefer to listen. I like soothing songs when I'm in a good mood or when I'm in cloud nine. I like the ground-breaking metal-lic songs when my mood is normal and also when I've got too much frust built inside of me.
Food wise, although I don't eat much now, I have an expensive tongue. A golden tongue, they say...Hahaha... I like expensive food, ranging from seafood to even chocolates! I do like my traditional food like
asam pedas, ikan pari bakar, ketam masak lemak cili padi and ikan masak serai. I luuuurvveee food with..woooo...a lot and a lot of
hot cili in it. But well, I mainly love Thai, Indonesian, Japanese and French cuisine. And some people know that I'm only a fish eater...Hahaha....
For books, well, I used to be a bookworm. See my room cupboards, they are filled with tons and tons of books! I have one whole series of Bookworm books And Archie comics. 3 shelves in my room are used to hold encyclopedias and 3 small cupboards to store all my storybooks collected since I was young. I love to read. I used to love to read romance. Romance. Romance. Romance. Cause when you are reading a romance novel, and when you come to the sexual part, you can actually imagine how it feels like! Hahaha....that's how my parents banned me from reading them. But now, at this age, they allow me to be more open-minded. Now, I love to read about political and social issues. I prefer reality rather than fantasy. Romance is fantasy. It will only become real when I open my book of romance.
For sports, I know how to play almost all kinds of sports. I mean, I'm not into them, but I learn how to play them and be more adventurous. I mainly love bowling cause when you got a strike...the feeling of achievement is rather powerful! I also love to swim. Swimming makes me vent out all my anger and I won't deny that it actually will make me look more
stream-lined...Hahahah... That explains my broad shoulders....
Hobbies wise, I love to shop. Shop. Shop and shop. I'll normally splurge on clothings. I used to splurge on beauty products and slimming products but well, they all ain't worth it. I'm more diet-conscious rather than beauty-conscious. I also do some online shopping with my ATM card...hehehe.....*
hush don't tell my mom...* Other hobbies include, surfing the Net, sleeping, playing with Zufi and watching TV.
One thing that people realize is that I love to wear black when I always said that I love green. Well, black makes me look slimmer. Hahahaha...nolah...truthfully speaking, I love black cause I like to give people the impression that I'm reserved and prefer to be left alone. I love green cause green is the colour of cleanliness and the colour of Islam.
There are various groups of people that I like. That's why I choose the people I make friends with carefully, whether in school or at work. I like friends who are responsible and can lead me to the right path. I don't judge by looks whenever I make friends cause bestfriends can come in all shapes and sizes. Truthfully speaking, I never had a friend whose like physically gorgeous or good-looking. Never. To me, all my friends have a beauty inside them that draws me nearer. To me, they all look pretty and handsome. I like to be friends with someone who can talk to me whenever they face a problem or share with me their happiness. It's like going through all the ups and downs with me.
I treasure all my friendships. I treasure all my time spent with them. I also treasure the times I spend with my family. Though everyday, there would come a time when we would shout at each other at the top of our lungs but I do love every single one of them, Mama, Abah, Yas and Nasir. And most importantly, I treasure the times I spend with the only guy I love. Though I can't
or should I say don't know how to express my feelings whenever I'm with him, but deep down inside, I know I love him...
And talking about love, what type of guy do I love? I mainly seek capabilities in a guy. It's important to me that my guy is capable. I also love a guy whose not like other guys. I know all guys are the same, but there's always this difference in the guy whom I love which I don't know how to explain... I love a guy who can share his knowledge to me, and mine to him. I love a guy whom I can trust even when I'm not looking. Hahaha...I know that sounds absurd. But above all, I love a guy whose himself and ot trying to be someone else...
Ya...I love originality. My brothers especially know that. Hahaha!
Haiz...talking about love...just *
sighs*...don't know lah....
This entry becomes too long already....I guess I'll stop here for today...Ciao!
QueenLiyn@23:40
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