Define fun...
Well, I had fun today. Got a nice tan for my arms and my face is all blushed...Haha.... We, as one family, went to East Coast to picnic. We bumped into Khairul and girlfriend. By the way, Khairul is one of my cousins on my father's side who is of my age but younger than me by a few months. Later, when me and my brothers got into the water, we saw Wak Mat's family excluding Juni and Lina with Wak Nin's family, together with his 3rd new wife...
It's all a coincidence!
It's been quite some time I had the most fun with my cousins. Too bad Juni and Lina wasn't there...if not we would gang up against the guys. LOL...
You know, it's my first ever time that I introduce myself to my future
cuz-sis-in-law. Cause Khairul is like one of the guys I was close with when I was young, so it's my pleasure to meet his girlfriend. Nothing much, just meet the girl, see how she looks like and then introduce myself. Want to know something...she's bigger than me...LOL!!!
But you see, the thing is that why is everyone thinking about marriage? It's like as if this life is all about marriage and all that. Unlike my other cousins, me and Hussin prefers to put marriage aside and put our dreams in front. Oh yes, I do dream of getting married but unless I have yet to achieve what I've worked for, for my whole life, don't expect me to settle down. Hussin is worst than me. He said we can only see him getting married in like 15 years time. So, I have to wait long long till he introduces his future wife to me....
Hahaha....well,
kita hanya merancang, Allah yang Maha menentukan. Kalau jodoh dah dekat situ apa nak buat eh....Life's like that...we can never change it....
At times, I wonder. Am I that...ambitious? I mean, I have BIG dreams and everything. I achieved my dreams one by one. People wonder...ain't I scared of losing everything? Of course I'm scared lah...that time I even lost the person I love... When I fall, I fall badly okay. Now, I hope playing my cards well will make me achieve my dreams and also overcome the obstacles of life.
Haiz..... Anyway, I'm supposed to change the way I dress. I can be all black, but my clothes must be presentable. Hard you know. Ya, I look good in those so-called blouses cause I choose the right colour, size and also pattern. The most important part is that the size matters and my body contours must be visible....WAHAHAHAHA!!! Still...Abah will say, as long as he don't see my butt, then it's okay...
But I won't always be a good girl....hehehehe.....
QueenLiyn@21:13
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