ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

Decisions....

My heart's beating so fast right now that I feel like as if it's gonna explode anytime soon.

I feel so funny right now.

When I reached home just now, I just couldn't believe what I'd said. Normally, when I reached home, Zufi would be greeting me at the door. But today, he wasn't. So, I put my bag in the room and guess what I asked my mom.... I asked..."Mama..mane Hatta?" I actually meant Zufi cause Zufi becomes my comfort everytime I reach home. After that, I was totally speechless with myself...Ya Allah...what's happening???

Do I miss him?

Hah...I don't know...but he's been in my mind all day...

Work was alright today. Got to a bad start cause I had a very very bad migraine. I just don't know why but I actually felt the pain last night before going to sleep but I just shook it off cause it's been quite some time since I've got migraine. And today, I did. I tried to calm myself down and not panic cause migraine is caused by putting too much pressure on the brain. As I'm a left-brainer, migraine often occurs at the left side of my brain.

Oh God...I'm feeling so unwell.....

Got my pay today. I wouldn't say that it's pathetic cause it's more than twice the amount that I earned during attachment. But for an experienced worker like me...I don't think my labour cost that little....Sian ar....

Oh ya...making a lot and a lot of decisions nowadays regarding my life...soo that's why I've been having a migraine....

*sighs*

QueenLiyn@19:48

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