Exhilarated
Being a girl is very difficult. So...the time of the month is here again...Pain day...
ANyway...today, went out to shop around. It was scorching hot outside today. Couldn't even feel the breeze of the air-con in the car. Sweat like hell. We only wanted to go to places with air-con. Went to Changi Airport just to walk around. I bought assorted chocolates and candies there. Ya...it's expensive...but worth it!
Emm...just couldn't stop talking about uni today. Suddenly feel so excited. Hahah...got another letter from them, inviting me for tea. Hee...I'm glad to attend it cause I never step my foot in there before. While talking about uni, we were talking about the importance about life there. It's not the food. Ya...of course the main thing is studying. But another important thing is the people that I'm going to meet there. I want to enjoy my last few years of education. I don't want it to be a drag and everyday...is about study, study and study... Made the decision to meet the Malay people there, mainly the ladies wearing the
tudungs. They say that they are the role models of the Malay community cause they are the scholars. Not the
Minahs okay. And of course...not forgetting the Malay guys. Hopefully, there'll be a higher number of Malays in my course.
Abah encouraged me to join the Muslim students society there. I need to think about it. Socializing is good but the influence is not necessarily good. Maybe, I might decide to join or just to sample life in a students society. I want more Malay friends now. For years, I lack of them cause I prefer making friends with the Chinese. But now, to enjoy...Malay friends might be a better choice.
Ya...3 years will pass by very fast. My aim is to finish my education at 23 years old, latest. I can't possibly be studying for my whole life. I do have another BIG dream to fulfill, that is to have a successful career. I'm working hard for that now. I know...at one part of my life, I would fail...but when there's failure, there's always success if a lot of effort is being put into it. And also, though I would say that at times, I don't want to get married...but my heart always says a different thing . Who doesn't want to get married, right? Unless you want to become a spinster for life. That's what I always say...LOL...
Emm...had a talk with my mom. Next week's the
kenduri. I am ready to face the people...and to annouce the good news. And...I'm
NOT going to deal with my past, unless he comes to me. Things would become much more heaty if there's presence of the girl. But...I'm
NOT going to talk to him. I prefer to hang out with Juni and talk cock.
QueenLiyn@22:03
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