Don't want to be fat again....
After much thought, I've decided to apply for a debit card. Cause I'm going to work for another 2 months, so, I've gotta learn to save. Negotiated with Mama on how I'm going to go about this, so as to change my unhealthy lifestyle. She understand and well, this will be the only way for me to learn how to save...
Anyway, work today is good. Slacking day. I let Royston and Chiew Fang suffer themselves in the wet laboratory as I surf Net and shake my leg in the dry laboratory. I will only help them when they ask me questions which doesn't require me to use my hands. Haha....
After work, I went home with him. Before we met, I actually saw him amidst the heavy traffic at CCK MRT station but he didn't see me. I was observing him from afar. I thought he saw me when his eyes darted at my direction. But you know what...you should see how fast his eyes darted around.... Even though his head isn't turning but I could see his eyes from afar. Hah..I wonder where they are darting at...cause he didn't even see me!
LOL....
Know what...my parents don't approve of the way I look now. They said that I'm too thin and they really don't like it. But I told them that my weight is still rather high, my waist is still above 25inches and my butt is still so big...yet they still say that I'm
kurus kedengkik. Maybe, I'm not supposed to look like this. The only thing that they hope is that I wouldn't turn aneroxic. Cause I'm
NOT!!! I eat a lot okay. Fatty food and everything...and I always feel fat. Okay...so that're some symptoms of aneroxia...at times....you eat really a lot and then take it all out and then later, you won't eat at all. Scary...but in my whole life, I've never been thin.
NEVER...but I don't want to be fat again even when I'm married and got pregnant with a dozen kids...I still don't want to be fat.
You don't know how it feels to be someone wearing double extra large clothings and occupying double extra large space. I've been
obese for 5 years. It's time for me to lose my fats.
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sighs*
QueenLiyn@23:50
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