Dealing with it
Had a very good night's sleep last night. Was very tired after sleeping at 1am for 3 days in a row, dealing with stupid stuffs. Abah woke me up in the morning from my dream encounter with Khairuddin Saharom by throwing Zufi onto my bed. I was like...why you wake me up??? Hahahah......
Still getting used to my short hair. My neck looks longer and I look so
kudut. You know, I kinda look like a supermodel now. Hatta will be shock cause my hair is really really short...But well, I want a change. I'm sick of being so plain and dull.
They say, if a girl cuts her hair, it means that she wants a change. A change for the better. I want things to turn for the better. I want to forget my past. I don't want to deal with A.Zul anymore. I hate it when people try to dig out the past. I want to move on with my life. I want to start a new chapter of my life. I want to do well in university. I want to be with Hatta. I want Hatta to be more sensitive and to be a guy who can show how he feels to me. Someone that I can hold on to when I'm falling and someone that I can turn to when I need someone. I want to destroy my egotism and my stubborness. I want to stop dreaming and start being more serious. I'm entering adulthood next year, I just don't want to still have that much immaturity in me.
Luckily I never cut
botak. If not, that means I want to start everything from scratch.
LOL....I'm just kiddinglah...
Anyways, work has been great for me. Yesterday morning, I wasn't feeling well. I was running a fever. My mood was rather bad. And I couldn't talk properly cause I have an ulcer at the back of my tongue. Though my mood was rather bad, I still deal with cyanide. My second time analyzing cyanide. It's smelly...but I have fun analyzing it. Other than the analyses, there's nothing much to say....
Well, I'll stop here for now....I'll be updating my photo albums with my short hair photos, also some photos that I took of Zufi and also photos that I took with him.....
QueenLiyn@13:53
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