Choices
Hehehehehe...getting my triple pay this week. Woohoo!!! But I'm dividing that money so that I don't overspend. Probably buying more pants cause I don't have pants that are of my size and maybe buy a new pair of sports shoe...
In short, I'm preparing myself for school.
Yay! I love shopping. But depends on my mood whether I want to shop or not cause shopping like this requires me to travel further.
You know, I've been having very weird dreams nowadays. Don't really remember them. 2 nights ago, I dreamt that I was given different brands of perfume and was asked to choose the one that I'm going to wear on. It was hard to choose between Lacoste, Elizabeth Arden and Gucci. They are all like...damn expensive. I don't know why...but I chose none of them. I prefer to stick to my own perfume. To me, my perfume smells the best lah...Hahaha....
On the other hand, last night, I dreamt that I've gotta choose the right room in a BIG house. There were conflicts and arguments between the people and me in the house...but I think I got the room that I wanted cause I woke up from my sleep happily in the morning...
The thing is that...my dreams were all about choices. I don't know what choice I have to make. Yes, in this life, I've made certain choices that requires me to sacrifice or take risks. But I never regret making those choices. I do make mistakes but I learn from them. At times, I'm even scared of making my choices cause I can end up being torn in between of two choices.
Logically, people will think that I always go for the shortest way out. But it's not true...I prefer the longer way out. I think I'm like that cause I don't believe in making shortcuts in life. Cause we have to suffer and work hard in order to get the thing that we really really want.
And you know what...it's almost half a year now...and I've fulfilled half of my New Year's resolutions...From acquiring good grades to losing 15 pounds!! Woo hooo...!!!
I'm sooo proud of myself....though I got the things I've worked hard for...but I'm still overcoming the hardships in life....sooo...don't think that my life is that easy...
But well...life has its ups and downs. Just put the smile on my face...and everything will be fine...
QueenLiyn@00:08
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