Brat
Ya..ya...I know I didn't blog last night. My 3 days of rest, becomes 3 tiring days.
I did have my time with him, in school as well as at the driving range. There wasn't any interruptions or anything and I definitely have fun with him. But then, I don't have enough time for myself. I've planned out my time for these 3 days...but I guess God has other plans for me.
I've been a brat to my parents cause of the way I behaved today and last night. I wasn't happy cause I nearly fainted at the cemetary just now. I wasn't happy cause I slept late last night for no particular reason and had to wake up early this morning. I know I'm being selfish cause my grandaunt just passed away and I have to be at the burial and everything....
But what's the point of taking unpaid leave when I'm going to tire myself out??? My brothers have been slacking at home while I've gotta follow my parents around. Yes, I did have my first experience of bathing a corpse this morning...but I nearly fainted! Instead, I was fighting for air. I couldn't breathe properly, my whole body was so cold and my face was as white as paper. I'm not scared of a dead body...but I don't know why I had to fight for air!
Haiz...I'm so weak today.....and my body is aching everywhere...hah....
The achings were all caused by playing golf with him yesterday. A good workout after staying away from sports for quite some time. A new sport learnt. At least I got the basics. Haha...I laughed at myself when I see myself playing golf cause I never played golf before in my whole life!
ANyways, I'm doing overtime this Saturday. I guess it's much better going back to work on a Saturday rather than slack at home doing nothing or waste money outside. I am happier doing something meaningful rather than things that have no direction at all as I was planning to visit VW showroom this Saturday. Like real that I can afford a VW beetle cabriolet. LOL....
Oklah...that's it for now...
QueenLiyn@17:21
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