Bitches...
Banging my head to Slipknot's music right now. Taking out all of the pressure and stress building up inside of me....
Slipknot's music is rather powerful. I mean it's metal core. It's good for people who have a lot of anger bottled up inside themselves. I believe their type of music is best for people who are sad or unhappy. Bang your head. Throw things on the wall. Break glasses. Scream your lungs out. Whatever. I'll gurantee you'll feel better... But it's not suitable for boyband fanatics or emo people.
Like this song,
Duality, that I like from their latest CD. It has meaningful lyrics to let people in pain forget their aches. Here's a part of Duality's lyrics...
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
I no longer have that much anger inside me. I'm over with all that stuffs with Z. Someone else makes me happier. I'll always be happy whenever I'm with him, in bad or good mood. He makes me a different person. Don't really know how to describe it...but that feeling.....is soooo unexplainable....
Hmm...just helped him with his realplayer problem on his laptop. It's so damn easy. Took me a few minutes to solve the problem. Haha...the only problem was his internet connection and cause my internet connection is much better than his, I'm able to solve the problem easily. Hope he's happy that he can finally watch videos downloaded from his handphone, on his laptop.
Well, later, I'll be going to a concert to help the tsunami victims, at Suntec City. I'm hoping for the appearance of Taufik Batisah. Hahaha...I want to look at that guy in person. Prove to me that he's ugly. Everyone says that he's ugly. But well, let me take a glimpse of him first, then I'll judge him.
I just don't know what to wear later. All my kebayas need to be re-tailored so that it wouldn't be too big for me. And I don't want to look like an office girl going to a concert. Hah...will decide later....
Just skipped lunch. Had only coffee for breakfast which is totally normal for me. I think I'm fat. Haha.....Mama's heavier than me now. My aim is to be lighter than her. Mama's gaining weight. I'm like the lightest in the family right now! I used to be the lightest in the family, 7 years ago but now, I'm lighter than 7 years before. Hahaha...but still, I have ugly stretchmarks all over my body....URGH....I'm killing myself...but what the heck....I want what I want...
I'll stop bitching now...sooo..Ciao!
QueenLiyn@13:25
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