Bad Girl
Listening to: I have nothing by Whitney Houstan
Feeling very sleepy right now. Plan to wake up late tomorrow.
Today, I'm a bad girl at work. Keep surfing the Net. I wasn't fooling around ok. I was reading up articles on eating disorders and doing some research on different banks to regarding their savings account. Think maturely...why would I play games and go to stupid websites?
Macam takde keje lain gitu...
Anyway, I'll be spending more time in the dry laboratory rather than the wet laboratory for the next few weeks. In a way, I go up another level in the laboratory. I mean, I'm more like a supervisor now rather than a student or just another lab technician. I can scold if I'm unhappy with their performance. Today, I really did make someone unhappy cause I'm unhappy at his performance. After that, he tried hard to get back into my good books. Haha....
Nowadays, I would rather listen than talk cause at times, there are too many things in my head and all the words are jumbled up. What I'm supposed to say, ask or do...I will forget..and later I'll regret...hahaha... Fortunately, migraine hasn't attacked me for like more than 2 months. I don't think so much like before. I prefer to laugh it off and concentrate on other things.
Today, I can say I'm a bad girl, in the way I dress. Improper attire for a Muslim girl like me. You see, nobody sees how I'm dressed when I leave the house. Nobody can stop me from wearing what I wear. So, today, after years, I wore my blue spaghetti strap top. Before I went out of the house, I cover up with my black sweater so that it isn't obvious. And well, of course I didn't show off my body. Crazy ar?? But my navel was showing. I cover up with a black T-shirt at work so that it isn't that obvious. When I reached home, Mama and my brother was shocked to see what I was wearing. They were pushing me quickly to the toilet to get changed before Abah gets home...I was just laughing...
I know...Abah will be mad if he sees me wearing that. I definitely won't dress that way when I'm out with Hatta. That's so improper...Aiyah..I just feel like dressing up. Once in a while. Show a lil bit of skin. Hahahahahahahaha....
I'm soooo bad....
Hah...oklah...I'll just end here...sooo Ciao!
QueenLiyn@22:38
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