ignorance.is.a.feminine.virtue

WHY???

Brought my digicam to work today. Purpose - to take photos of equipments and processes for my final report. After taking everything that's required. I started snapping pictures of things from weird places...like my locker....want to see?

1. My lunch bag where I keep my fork and spoon, bowl, plates and tupperware...
2. My sweater which I love to smell everyday...hehehehehe....
3. The bag that I brought for today....
4. My organizer..(click the link if you want to see the contents of 2 weeks ago)
5. My cup of love...normally I drink tea...
6. My Mentos Chewing gum...to refresh my breath in the morning and after lunch everyday...
7. My face cleanser and moisturizer..
8. A box containing my safety boots..
9. Maggi Mee..Prawn flavored..
10. My hanging face towel...

The truth is...my locker's in a mess...hahahaha...!!

I think too much today. Think too much until I don't have the mood to do any wet work in the lab. I decided to sit in front of the comp and do the lab instruction manuals. I was thinking about my final report. I haven't even start anything yet and I have less than a month to complete it. Not a single thing I did except for taking the photos. I was thinking on when I want to start on it. How I'm going to hand it in. I can't afford to take leave anymore. All those things lah...

And I'm having a migraine now. Negotiated with my mom. Told her I can't afford to be doing everything at home everyday and my work is still untouched. My work is much more important. Do you know how my life is everyday at home? Came home from work. Rest. Shower. Pray. Cook and prepare dinner. Do the dishes. Iron the clothes. Do the laundry. Prepare lunch for the next day. By the time I want to do my work, I'm too tired. This process is repeated every single day.

What the hell? I can't do that anymore. I'm not a housewife or anything like that. I don't want to be a housewife. I'm glad to be home after a hectic day at work...but I'm not glad to do those things at home. You know...I don't have a life..that's enough already. DOn't make it a chore for me to live everyday!

I have 2 brothers and a father...can't they at least help. It's like as if me and my mom live alone in the house with lotsa things to do! I can't do it anymore...that's why I can't take the responsibility to be a houswife...

I know I would be called a lazy bum if I don't do these things. Or hard-hearted. Or attitude problem.

But think...have I asked for anything???

QueenLiyn@19:34

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