My falls
Thinking about my childhood days....I will just laugh at myself. You know how come my lips are very thick like a nigger's lips? That's because my lips were always the victim to every fall, trips and hits that I had when I was very very young.
I can fly down the stairs, just like that. I can even roll down the escalator. I was a supergirl. And the only parts that was injured were my lips and my legs. I could even remember once when we were still staying at our old flat. I was coming from my mom's room to head to my room whereas my brother was from our room to enter my mom's room. Know what happened...? We were running and guess what....we bumped onto each other and our heads hit each other's lips! Wah sey...imagine how our lips looked like after that. My brother cried like a baby whereas I blamed him for making my lips bled and swell.
The escalator becomes one of my phobias since I was young. Abah still like to disturb me whenever we ride the escalator. I am scared of the escalator cause I had a bad fall there once. I can never imagine myself falling that badly now.
Other than my falls, I even ended having 3 operations. And it's always on my neck. I don't even dare to touch or scrub or even scratch my neck...until now. Even though the wound is an old-old time wound, I'm still scared that the wound will open. I remembered one day, when I woke up for Hari Raya, I had a BIG lump on my throat like an Adam's apple. It was painful. Visited my family doctor and I had surgery on the spot. My second operation was when I was 11. This time, I was sent to Mt. Elizabeth for an official removal of the clot. That's why there's a scar on my throat. My last op was when I was in secondary school and black bubbles were growing on my neck. They were small blood clots. Luckily it was the school hols cause I don't want to go back to school with a
big plaster on my neck.
It's embarrassing you know....Now the most delicate part of my body, is my neck. I dare not touch it. Though the scar is almost gone, I still dare not touch it.
There will be more operations coming in the future...I know. Hah...being a female...I can never run away from pregnancy and everything else.
That's why, I always believe that women are the much more stronger gender than the men cause they go through so much more than men...
QueenLiyn@14:06
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