I just want to be alone......
I'm beat. Dead beat. Played round-about with my 19 years old brother, around the dining table. He hit my stomach...paain you know...DAMN him...but I got my revenge cause I hit his
A-sized cup chest. Haha!
Work was as usual today. I "took care" of most of the QC analysis. I've accepted the extension of my stay at Atotech. I want the money. Or should I say I need the money. Mr Joel visited us today. Chatted. I found out something sad from Mr Joel. SOmething involving one of my former classmates. Me and Steph just now recalled the times we had with her. She's a very good and nice girl. How come she ended up that way???
He also asked whether we are still interested to go for D&D and I've asked him to book 2 seats for us. If Steph couldn't make it on that day...I know what to do. I'll take care of the other seat. Heh heh....Anyway, I've got a dress, don't need to shop for another one and I never wore it since I was 14 years old.
And other than that...work just basically
SUCKS....
Thank God..the universities have received my admission documents and payments. A load off my shoulder. Just waiting for the outcome. I hope for the best...I want the best...
I always want things to turn out the right way and the
bes-test way...Who doesn't? Right?
Hmm...I'll be shopping for a new bag tomorrow. I want a new sling bag. My
stupid orangey sling bag has lost its touch. I'm going to dump it soon enough when I've found a new one. Maybe a black one this time? Hmm......
Don't know why I've been so lazy nowadays. I have yet to return the storybook that I borrowed from the library. I've yet to clean up my desk cause I'm lazy to segrerate them and put them in their proper places. Even the space beside me here is full of CDs, diskettes, liquid paper...remote controls all scattered everywhere.
Haiz.....now I feel like curling and locking myself up in the wardrobe. I just prefer the darkness and the softness of my clothes in there....you know...that's what I do when I was young....I hid myself in the cupboard and cried until I fell asleep in there.... The problem with me? I just don't want to share my troubles. My pressure. Cause I don't want to trouble anyone else...but myself...
I want to be left alone now....Hate the pressure that my parents been giving me. I don't know how long are they going to do this to me. It's not that I'm stupid or dumb. I know what they are saying but I just prefer to be ignorant. I don't want them to tell me what's right and wrong...
How do you expect me to grow up if you keep restricting me????
For God's sake...I'm already 20!
QueenLiyn@21:37
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