Dear me...
My heart was ranting and raving since morning until a while ago when it just stopped. Left me breathless after I read something. Oh my...I've got nothing to say...
I really really got nothing to say...
Oh well..I'll cut the crap and start blabbering...
So...work was as per usual. My legs were giving way by the time it was 4pm. I was in front of the AAS checking for all sorts of trace element. The AAS somehow gave me a problem when I tried to test for Palladium and I had to shut down and restart the whole equipment again. The Tin MSA didn't give me any problem anymore. Things are getting well....and boring.... Couldn't finish some of my gravity cells analysis cause someone is still hogging the whole auto-titrator...instead...I ended the day by washing glassware...
Had a discussion with Lay Nah. Over the weekends, I was thinking about what I want to do after my attachment ends. The extension of my stay at Atotech is definite. I was also thinking...what if I am unable to enter university and what if I'm able to. There were the pros and cons. So, I've decided to lay everything down...and get my arse to work if I don't get into a university. I couldn't possibly wait forever to enter university unless I'm fated to...
But well....it's up to God to decide my fate and up to me to work for it. Anything for everything...Wahahahaha!!
What else I'm going to say...
Ohh ya...I wrote some poems during my lunch time inside my organizer. The poems expressed how I felt. Like...when I'm unhappy...what would I do...when I'm happy how would I react...blah blah... Just now, I was half-way through a poem about my MSN nick..."Love Conquers All.."... I wasn't happy when someone told me that she wouldn't do anything for the person she has feelings for..even when he needs someone's help. In short, she don't want to risk herself.
There's a difference between having
serious feelings and
play-play feelings. When you are serious about someone...you will do
anything and
everything to get to him. But when you play-play...you will say..."
Ooohh..what the heck!"...
Maybe I would put that poem here soon...it's quite long...cause human flaws are never-ending...
Haiz....know what...I've been dreaming of you since last Friday... I don't really remember what I dreamt off...but what I know is that I never want to wake up from those dreams....
QueenLiyn@19:19
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